
Thursday, December 20, 2007
wow. today totally so down.
should say TOUGH day.
haii. dun wanna talk bout it. makes me so :/
just feel so heavy deep down.
like alot of things weighing me down. ><
zzz. if only there are still trainings.
then maybe i wont even have the time to think bout these.
at least that would be better i guess.
your attitude tells me all ya know that?
you totally dun care anymore.
that's what makes my heart break. million pieces.
would a sorry do?
i mean i seriously don't know what's gone wrong lah.
you just seemed changed?
like change a lot?
maybe it was my fault i don't know.
you look so far away. so distant.
and what can i do?
like i am oso a victim here can?
you think i dun care huh?
i am just me and i will never change. get that?
the one that's changed is you.
yeah. and do you know you are so irritating.
you are always at the back of my mind.
reminding me of your presence.
no matter how much i shake you off.
your image just stayed there.
haii. and what can i do:/
urhh. i am tired. very tired.
of everytime having to put on a smile.
that i have to pretend to be another person when around everyone.
and yet not able to show my true self.
emo-ing is so not me.
that's what most people say. right.
like can i show my emo-self? when i am suppose to be hyper?
jeez. i am sorry. that's all i can say. really sorry.
♥
4:23 PM