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Thursday, January 31, 2008

i left my blog stuck there for a few days:/
sorraye. didnt have the time to even update.
only managed to SQUEEZE out abit of time today. paiseh.

Monday:
lol. lessons were okay luhh.
was supposed to do the CNY MV de.
from 2pm to 3.55pm.
before going for tht hcl thingy.
whtever. was super pissed off.
cuz some of them left and went to play lan?!
like wth? this is a class performance leh!
and some of you just went off liddat?!
zzz. didnt really do anything anyway.
so neber mind. wasted one whole day. freak.

and the hcl thingy was okay luhh.
almost fell asleep. LOL.
and we got lectured by the teachers after tht-.-
for making too much noise and all.
when we are FORCED to attend this. haii:/
cant stand it man.

Tuesday:
LOL. lessons were tiring.
was sleeping away during malay.
really cannot help it.
super tired luhh.
and i realised i am counting down to 2pm everyday.
siann. had cross training!
wheeee:DD
but it was raining heavily luhh-.-
then just did homework with the other ppl until 4plus?
siao. so we started training quite late lohh.
and it ended at 6plus. haha.

shoes were spoiled with mud and grass and dirt.
and it was soggy from the field. eww.
and i was practically lying on the ground dead.
lol. went back home.
cannot concentrated:/
keep on dozing off at my table.
zzz. so slept at 10plus.
wow. tht's uber early ehh.

Wednesday:
hoho. the day with the least number of lessons!
hahaha. was busy with investiture's stuff the whole day.
sian. and it was last minute's job kae.
and only the publicity ppl were doing it.
with some other helpful souls.
LOL. and then investiture was super NERVOUS.
cuz i veh scared will trip over the wired and steps.

lol. then was trying my best not to laugh.
dunno why. i just feel like laughing when i saw the faces below the stage.
half stuck between wanting to laugh and biting my lower lip.
makes it look like i am grimacing.
haha(x and then after the whole thing.
went out to take board photos. hoho.

then chionged to training liao.
got out jerseys le! wheeeeee.
it was better than last year's one loh.
haha:DD and then went for training at 3pm.
lol. i think we got into school team.
if i am not wrong luhh.
zonals coming the week after CNY.
super nervous liao:/

had pt of 4 rounds AT FIRST.
lol. then there was this stupid freaking sec 1 guy who thinks he knows a lot luhh.
dash off without the team.
like wth. run as a team.
dun you get tht fool?!
then dexter called us to run 3 more rounds-.-
cuz of tht %$#%#$% guy.
thinks he knows alot and all.
damn it. who do you think you are.
pissed:/

Thursday:
hahaha! today was okay i guess.
lessons were short(:
and i love LA now.
lol. cuz mrs ling super funnaye loh:DD
haha. swimming in the afternoon! wheeeeee.
played in the pool for 45mins. then bathed and ate.

after tht went to the track there to take MV.
lol. took super long:/
cuz everyone wasnt really cooperative.
sian. no class spirit.
lol. thanks jiayu and zhijie! XD
for all you guys did:DD

really wish tht 2E will be united:/
since last year. we have been real bad in class bonding.
some people just refused to participate and all. haii.

super irritated now-.-
stupid homework and all. sian.
i shall stop here.
tags replies much later(:
enjoy the post! i wont be posting tht often liao.

♥

8:12 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

today was TIRING:/
how to say lehh.
hahaha. chiong all my homework in the morning.
then met blur boy at je library in the afternoon:DD
hoho. qianying was suppose to go luhh.
budden she caught a flu.
awwww. tcares kae(:
still say what want me sneak to ur house. XD
lol. so blur boy went to help me with investiture stuff.
wow. he so sweet sia:D
hahaha. cuz was supposed to be publicity comm do de.
buden my group like no one free.

hahaha. then was like searching the whole library for like 10mins?
before i found him at the platform.
LOL. using his laptop.
hehe. then jiu started cutting the words and all.
siann. i have no artistic talent at all can.
dun even know why i got into the noticeboard group de(x
then blur boy helped with the cutting.
YAY! and then he played some music with his laptop.
he BLASTED it kae!
LOL. then people around were like looking at us O_O

haha. oops:/ and then we played some real lame games.
miniclip de.
lol. two players.
then i keep on losing lah. hmph.
unfair! haha.
then finished at 4plus luhh.
went to meet family at foodcourt there.

and then uncle flew back to singapore:DD
haha. then bought a lot of chocolates lah.
WHEEEE(: lalala.
and then went shopping for clothes. lol.

and i am dreading tmr tht damned HCL meeting or whtever.
siann. until 6plus lehh:/
tmr 6.30am in school!
siao. super early cann. haii.
need meet up with qianying to do the investiture thingy.
blur boy maybe coming to help! whee:D

and i promised myself. not to emo.
so i shall not. for now. haha. kidding(:

TAGS REPLIES:

joyce: haha. really?! oops. sorraye:/ took it first. LOL.

yijun: HELLO:DDD haha. dont be luhh. i tink only a few people know only nor:D haha. yupp! thanks alot(: you too kae! for training and sch yeah:DD

YUEYAO`: WANING MOON(: lalala. i got the HINT luhh. i shall be LOYAL too:DD provided you are loh! wheeee. 1 year 365 tags from me:D

-oonhim♥: heyheys(: whoa. who who who? haha. dun tell me is *** hor. lol. i definitely going back de! count me in! lOL. wan go back with juniors also?

sheena: hellos:DD

Sharon:DD: hahaha. no lah! dun say until so nan ting. shud be chionging last minute:D but i will still come down de lah(:

QiANyiNG(:: HEYO! hahaha. tcares kae! of tht flu of yours! haha. yupp! the songs rock(: lalala. cya tmr!

YUEYAO`: LOL. waning moon! i not old luhh. i will always rmb. tht there's still a moon for me to tag first b4 i go sleep everyday:D wheeeeeeee<3

amanda: manda! hahaha. thanks wor:DD haha.

YUNYI:D: WHEEE. loveloves! hahaha. must tcare hor! jiayous! i will support you:D

PEI JIA !: HMPH. you retarded girl lah! always go around trick people de! BAD YOU(x

YUNYI:D: haha. i am OK now:D thanks yeah? loves!

amanda: AMANDA:DD hahaha. ya loh! me too! haha. thanks! you also quite pro mah! choir Pt so hiong!

en: ennn! hahaha. yupp(; i am going back! you? misses!

yuning: YUMI:D yay! thanksthanks(: hoho. i will THINK of you de lah. whenever i eat GOLDEN RICE(: lalala. haha. loves!

YUNYI:D: sweet! lalala. i am back! to spamming ur blog:D

wanxin:D: heyheys:D thanks! whee.

therena: haha. hey! yupp. saw them. CUTE!

YUNYI:D: AINT nothing happened:D dun worry luhh(:

peien: hahaha. AH MA! wheeeeeeh. lalala.

YUNYI:D: haha. TANNED:/ lol. no lah. is TABLE TENNIS training:D

xinni: hahaha. TANG CHI:D lol. then all the more i dun want to see you go CRAZIER man(x lalala(x

Steph: heyheys! haha. yupp! added you le!

YUEYAO`: WANING MOON MOON! hahaha. ya lohh! u somemore DAO me! hmph!

Darren 2i: haha. blur boyboy! lalala. yupp! you too! thanks for today(:

YUNYI!: haha. gorilla? you chimpanzee ar! hoho.

phew. like finally finished. oh well.
i am NOT looking forward to tmr:D

♥

9:46 PM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

today has been a freaking tiring day:/
i am really sorry for the late post man.
cant help it.
the whole week. i have been reaching home at most 7plus.
lol. frustrated sia. homework and all piling up.
aching muscles and worries for them. LOL.
it's practically killing me. RAHH.
but i have to smile. put on smile even i have to.

Friday:
LOL. i think i old liao loh! cant reall remember what happened. zzz.
had HOME ECONS:DD
hohoho. and we did minced meat burger.
lol. it's nice. the fragrance and all.
but for me. it's too salty.
BLEHH. me and yili thought tht the salt was sugar-.-
then added like A LOT?!
siao. then eat until my face super contorted:/
hahaha. it was super funnaye okay.
and joyce got implicated too! oops.

lol. and i scalded my hand. like wthhh.
cuz wei ren was swinging tht stupid HOT pan.
and then my hand got in the way of it i think.
LOL. it alomost BURNED my knuckles kae!
pekcek. ran it down the tap for like dunno how many times.
hahaha. pain de lohh.
whtever. like would i cry for this little stuff?
nay. not worth it:DD
my tears already ran dry for you guys le. LOL.

hahaha. then we had normal lessons.
and training(:
wheeeee. the much awaited one.
hoho. played mainly doubles with irene!
haha. wasn't in top form tht day:/
cuz of cross training the previous day.
but we still won.. YAY.

haha. and jasmine is funny de loh!
and cute in some ways. OMGG.
we were playing this match luhh.
then she was already very frustrated.
then she started saying all those weird stuffs in tht weird voice.
waalau! make me laugh like hell down there.
really cannot stand it. wait for her to serve.
she starts tossing the ball and all.
and i go all crazy laughing there again. XD
haha. cute junior man! hoho.

then we ran PT of 4 rounds.
hahaha. and i lagged alot.
ran for like 7mins plus.
like what the?! it's like so slow.
2.4km must complete it within exact 11mins or faster.
so need to train liao:D
haha. LOL.

then we had RELAY with snrs!
woot! it was nice. lol.
we won i think. but cuz dexter crossed his lane-.-
so it's unfair. oh whtever.
sprained my ankle there lah.
the whole foot freaking pain. cuz didnt do warm up mah.
and somemore i sprinted using my toes. LOL.

Saturday:
woke up LATE today can.
set my alarm clock at 6.30am.
then i 7am then woke up.
siann. was dashing all the way to the mrt station.
haha. supposed to be 10mins walk become 3mins dash.
lol. siao.
had the cip leaders training.
but was super sianned.
so me and irene decided to go for the psl GM loh.
and PUBLICITY rocks:DD
wheeee. just discussed bout some stuffs luhh.
and psls in our batch right.
50% of us will have to step down next year cuz they only need 20psls from yr 3.
sian. i dun want lah:/
me, xinyi and tai kee were talking bout it like the whole day. LOL.

and then rehearsal for investiture in hall.
it was BORINGG. whtever.
stayed back to settle some publicity stuffs.
need to decorate the stage by this wed.
so need buy materials loh.
hoho. $50 was our intially budget.
but we "ROBBED" darren tien's wallet of $70.
lol. he got like so many BLUE notes inside?!
siao. if not wrong. got at least $300 inside. rich blur boy!
you didnt tell me u so rich.
i next time go rob you ar(x hahaha.

then went je with taikee and qianying.
bought the construction paper and all.
then went to west mall and bought the cardboard.
lol. and i saw a super CHIO wallet loh!
我要定你了！wahaha. but didnt had much money on me.
siann. if not i definitely buy de. arghh:/
chionging chao xie now:DD

whenever i look out of the window
i think of you and only you
it's just how cruel reality is
to make us separate again
but i am gonna remain who i am
and let you go.

P.S. TAGGIES REPLIES NEXT TIME(:
currently not in the mood. sorraye:/

♥

6:21 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

man. i feel so FORCED luhh.
didnt really feel like updating de.
if not for AHEM who forced me to.
whtever. he said he will kill me if not.
lol. i shall update then. not for ahem de(x
but for my own sake:DD

hahaha. i know i am crapping. LOL.
today was the most ~~anticipated~~ day.
cuz there was swimming(:
hoho. it was fun! wheeeeeeee.
did the dead floating thingy.
pretended to be dead. wahahaha.
and then peijia became pekcek. LOL.
cuz i was saying " PEKCEK ar"
then she went to turn around and say "HUH?"
haha. funnaye:DD

didnt spend too much time in the pool.
cuz need to go back to school for cross training.
lalala. then went took 51 with yili, joyce and suaku.
it was like want to rain liddat. lol.
reach there. only did 1 min of warm up.
jiu started POURING liao-.-

did homework with the other people.
haha. 4pm liddat then it stopped.
sian. then ran 200m round the track in 1min.
dunno how many sets.
and then sort of sprained my leg or what.
cuz it hurts luhh.
like wthh. haii.
so just ran on the field for 10mins plus. haha.
and it's WET. ewwww.
my whole leg is covered with mud and grass.
and my shoes:x

so end of training.
leg is already aching worse!
and it affected me walking. zzz.
no matter how much the stretching i did.
whtever. i shall BEAR with it.
this was what i chose. i will endure it.
and make sure i do my best:DD

HOME ECONS tmr!
wheeeee. i am once again excited. for smth.
LOL. and then training! hahaha.
but i am dreading tht STUPID 2.4km PT aft trng.
cuz i am afraid my legs will suddenly split.
cuz of today's training.
first time i said i hated running. omggg. amazing.
haha. but for TEMPORARY only luhh.
i still love it as much(:

gee. had such a hard time chionging my hw. sian.
aching legs. sore stomach. tired mind.
what more could i expect?

i dunno what i want from life.
it's too complicated.
not for the simple-minded me?
while YOU are the one torturing me every night.

♥

10:29 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

LOL. zomg. my damned legs are dead.
i pitied it man. it undergoed so much of pressure and stress.
and it's HURTING:/
lol. but what more could i hope for luhh?
now is like the WHOLE of my leg aching.
and the joints feel like cracking sia.
zzz. ran like dunno what for X training yesterday.
sprint one round, jog 2 rounds for 6 sets i think.
then was dehydrating under the SUN. omg.
and it burned my head okay. cuz it's practically shining on me-.-

hahaha. i thought i was going to faint or wad aft everything.
cuz super UNSTEADY when i stopped and walked to the canteen.
lol:/ pekcek man.
heard tht juniors ran and stopped. hehe.
then went to study area to stretch and rest.
hoho. and i realised something.
i turned so much BLACKER kae!
cuz when running tht time i pulled up my sleeves and all.
so then realised tht my hands are like BURNT.
haha(x jeez. and then crapped for awhile.
jiu went home with juniors.
Stephanie, yunyi and sheena:D

lol. didnt talked much luhh.
coz i was sleeping throughout-.-
haha. cannot take it lohh.
went home then finished up the maths txt bk.
then was aching everywhere. and dozing off liao.
lols. then slpt at 11pm?
hohoho. i am a PIG(:

gee. today was okay. not much homework also:DD
haha. then training! wheeee.
only went for 40mins? LMAO.
then jiu go for the psl investiture rehearsal and all.
hehehe. and i really hope tht they would call me JOANNE.
and nt *** cuz they all seem to pronouce it wrongly.
oh whtever. haha. then took PHOTOS!
comm de and random de. LOL.
cheered and all. wow. seems a long time since i last cheered(:
then we were dismissed at 5.30pm i fink.

and then went back hall and training like finished liao.
lol. the whole of c div went for PT!
haha. for 4 rounds? lol.
friday is 6 rounds. zzz.
haha. and i am hardworking kae!
i ran FIVE rounds:DD
and it triggered the pain in my legs again. ZOMG. it became worse.
staircases now pose a very big PROBLEM to me:/
cuz i HAVE TO hold on to the railing then can go up.
argh. what's happening to me?! eeek.

pekcek ar:/ but at least there's still sth to look forward to tmr.
which is SWIMMING~
i LOVE swimming like siao!
cuz i get to swim(: and tanned:DD.
even though my legs :/
hope they will be slightly better tmr.
hoho. but now.
is dinner and homework and msn. LOLS.
haha. BYES! continue with the taggies people:DD
WO AI NI MEN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULINE DEAR:DD
&&& JASMINE CUTIE!

i guess i care too much bout you.
but whenever reality comes,
my jealousy got the better of me.
i need to BUCK UP man.
or i may lose you forever.
i hope you know.
tht i will ALWAYS be there, whenever you need someone.

♥

7:15 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARMINE AND PEIEN AHMA:D

hohoho. the two birthday wishes. LOL.
i know i abit lag. haha. but course this few days really not in the mood.
even if you were to see me smiling and all:/
sian. i dunno what to post about.
and thanks guys:D
but i just cant help but emo luhh.
i mean. whenever i think of it.
i will start to gaze into space.
haii:/ i dunno what to do.

today was even worse. LOL.
i just felt so empty in my heart.
like there is something missing there.
then dunno what happened to suaku. haii.
she dun wan say also.
really hope she's okay luhh.
make us worry like siao:/

and ohh. today's lessons were a breeze.
i dunno why. lol.
music lesson was FUN(:
we did the star wars theme and all.
very funny. lmao.
and then came science. which was discussion and theory.
whtever. i am NOT in the mood.

then went je to eat with pauline, kc and irene:D
cuz we dont need to do the lantern thing mah.
so can go home early(:
lol. like finally. last week practically everyday 6plus reach home de.
then no time for homework and all. haii.

tmr having x-country training! wheee.
can wait. even if it means aching legs and hands all over again.
and tiring mind.
but still, at least it can keep me from those thoughts.
tht's torturing me. running can sooth all things i realise(:
lalala. and i cant wait. lol.
and tht darren tien ar!
tell me to update then nvr tag de. hmph. haha.
tht's why i forced him. LOL(x

i feel so down.
i feel so pekcek.
i feel so useless.
My heart pained for you. it hurts.
But i didnt do anything.
And only now did i realise.
what you really need.

i wanna walk this path down with you.
but i AINT sure.
i dunno what's wrong with me:/
i just sorta feel, CHANGED.
i am not the old me anymore
people say i think TOO much now.
and i know it too.
Deep in my heart, i can feel it.
trying to come out into the surface.
and everyday is just an example.
that i have to use that stupid grin to cover it ALL.
to hide what's hurting in me.
to not show that the glass in me is alrdy breaking.

i have reached my limit.
i'd rather be washed by tears,
then to look at you and feel everything coming back.
i dun want it to happen.
and it's not within my control.
so stop making me worried will ya?
you are the person undergoing the hurt but i hurt even more.
and why's that?
i guess i am too kind.
and then it comes the helplessness.
oh lord. i need someone...
i am tired.

♥

5:55 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

lols. i am having mixed feelings now.
angry at myself. and confused. i really didnt know.
that you would become what you are today.
it was partly because of me.
seeing you everyday.
putting up that smile whenever you see me.
i thought you were truely happy.
not until recently did i realise the harsh truth.
you said that you did not belong.
and i finally know.
and i wondered if i was wrong. wrong to put you in there.

if not. maybe you wont turn out liddat.
i feel so helpless.
not being able to help you.
but only to stand by you silently.
and watch you fall.
and the moment you hit the ground.
i know it. my heart broke at tat moment.
i cried. when i thought of what you have been thru and not being able to help you.
wake you from the harsh reality?
i was afraid that you wont be able to take it.
i know tht you will have to go thru this alone.
it's necessary. but does it have to be liddat?
why is it so unfair?!
to see you suffer liddat.
all the more i wanna protect you.
keep that smile of yours on ur face last longer.

but i am just a useless person.
watching you from the sidelines.
it hurts not doing anything to help.
and that's why i hope against hope.
pray against my prayer.
tht you will go back to the old you again.
cuz it's suffocating me. all these.
it makes me think and it hurts even more. i wanna cry out loud.
but i cant. sigh. i want to see a genuine smile from you again. PLEASE.
before i think that the world has seriously given on me.
_____________________________________________

okay. stop all those thoughts.
i shall push them away for the time being.
and update(: LOL.
yesterday was fun!
haha. had training in the morning.
super fun. played 1 and 1/2hr of matches(:
wheee. and i won 4 people.
like zomg. i really didnt expect it. LOL.
but still. we are improving ehh?
jiayous rvtt:D
zonals coming in february liao.
so close right? scary like siao man.

hoho. then after tht went queensway with irene and huiyu.
i going there to buy FBT then went to eat mac!
haha. thanks huiyu for the fries! lol.
then bused and mrt to kc's house.
lalala. we doing the music project mah.
haha. and i playing the recorder! wheeee(:
lol. zihigh-.-
but we actually wasted alot of time crapping luhh.
like running on the running machine?
haha. and joyce won me for 1km. lol
but cuz my muscles already aching from trng mah.
and i ran 2plus km somemore.. wow.
haha. running rocks lah(x
so only had like 1 hour plus to practise.

until 5pm. went down to buy new year things.
and bubble tea. haha. joyce treated!
wheeee. thanks joyce(:
haha. then after tht went home lohh.
siann. my homework i havent even started.
and at night i was practically crying my eyes out.
cuz of some things luhh.
haiii:/ but still. need to thank suaku lah.
for listening to me rant on and on.
thanks! iLY(:
haha. i need some place to write my thoughts.
if not i will go crazy. haii.
someone help meee. i am breaking down:/

i wanna scream out loud.
and tell the whole world how much i need you.
and yet.
you dun seem to know.

♥

1:36 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

i feel so pekcek today man:/
was supposed to meet publicity comm ppl at canteen. at 7.05am.
lol. then went there. didnt see estee or hanni. only 1 or 2 pub comm de.
only at 7.20am liddat then ppl started coming in.
gee. and the contents of the meeting was...
haha. bout the investiture.
and most impt of all. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAWN(:
hahaha. and they did it again.
the birthday thing. scaring us luhh.
this time was no warning loh.
oh wells(x

went to hall with year 1s for assembly.
turns out that there is something wrong with the class identities of the year 1 classes.
like they chose a name that had no relation.
and makes no sense and whtever.
lol. tht was what mrs look said luhh.
and i really dun get it.
i mean it's our class identity mah.
a class name. shouldn't it be like we choose it based on ourselves and unique?
whtever. learnt a lesson here.
have to voice out any thing you see wrong luhh.

and there was the handphone thing.
got some year1s used hp in class and they said tht they saw the psls using them then they thought can use loh.
like LOL. i thought it's common sense. zzz.
really very kaobei lah.

so in the end. my perfect morning was RUINED.
feeling so pekcek when i went up for home econs.
rahh. but after tht. was quite okay liao.
cuz food cheered me up:D
lol. did rock buns today. it was fun and nice.
hoho. and then other lessons.
lalala. it was the same luh.
felt like sleeping cuz slept at 12plus yesterday.
zzz. cuz of homework loh. damn it.
but was looking forward to end of school.
cuz there is TRAINING(:

wahaha. today was quite special. had friendlys with other schools.
only some of us went only. and they were quite pro de. some.
so became very stressed:/
haha. then went for PT of two rounds with huiyu and jasmine.
supposed to be 2.4km de.
buden dexter didnt inform us. LOL.
whtever. went home after that:D
going kc's house after trng tmr to do the music thing(:

what am i supposed to do eh?!
what do you expect from me?
i don't get it. at ALL.
you changed ever so fast tht sometimes i am stunned.
and sometimes.
what you did really hurt deep in me.

♥

9:36 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRENE DEAR(:
hahaha. 14 year old le wor!
waa. so old liao. i still have 7 months plus. siann.
hehe. may ALL ur wishes come true lah kae?
lalala. and ohh. we still owe you ur PRESENT(x

lessons were alright today.
kept on smacking the birthday girl's butt. LOL.
and science was FUN. wheeeee(:
did the popcorn experiment thingy.
lol. and it was oily. and smelly. at first.
haha. then when the corn started to pop we jumped. hoho.
but the smell was heaven. lalala:D
suaku scalded her hand. aww. sayang sayang.
i hate being scalded de loh.
it's like will stay there for about 1 week.
that was what happen to me. lol.

and i realised that i am counting down to 2pm everyday man.
for all the lessons to end and all.
haha. and then SWIMMING!
woot! at first thought i cannot swim de.
cuz of my leg mah. then later try can.
so swim! wahaha. learnt freestyle today.
haha. abit weird the way i kick my legs.
LOL. guess i better practise. hehe(:
then bath liao jiu went out to eat.
lol. and jiawei was stucked in the cubicle.
zzz. cuz of the darn lock. then i think the lifeguard came to the rescue. haha:D
supposed to have cross country training de.
but my leg so jialet liao.
then next week then go loh.

walked all the way to commonwealth station with suaku and pauline.
wanted to buy irene's present at west mall.
ohhh. secret! shh. cannot let her know until tmr. haha.
i am EVIL. too bad(x
crapped all the way luhh.
haha. and i was sandwiched between tht two TALLIES.
lol. oh well. short is good also mah. hehe:D
then went west mall with suaku.
took a long time to choose erm. the THINGS.
haha. it was so prettaye kae. lol. and i got the hint kae suaku.
LOL. then dragged until 4plus.
bought the THINGS. haha.

then buy for suaku a piglet file. lalala.
belated christmas present(x touched bah?
hahaha! then bought a card.
wow. and i am OFFICALLY BROKE man!
BANKRUPT~~ haha.
wallet=0 cents.
hehehe. then went foud court count MONEY.
lol. need to divide the cost among 5 people.
hohoho. then went home.
cuz no money liao. stay there also cannot buy anything.
lalala. and i when i thought i lost my pecil box,
i found it in my bag eventually-.-
gee. whtever lah.
HOME ECONS tmr~ argh. i LOVE it~
hehe. and TRAINING. i LOVE RVTT!!!
and TWO-ERXIN also lah(:

oh man. i am seriously confused now.
i dunno what to do.
i feel like some lost sheep.
no matter how much i act to be innocent.
to be happy.
it aint gonna work.
the hurt that was inflicted on me is going to show itself.
no matter how much i try to hide it.
i guess i have shown too much.
and i know it.
tht i need you.

♥

7:06 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

LOL. i finally found some time. for me to update(x
hahaha. and today was super suay loh.
there was this freaking person who pushed past me on the escalator.
then make me fall luh.
like wth. then bleeding. like zomg.
whtever. i wanna curse tht person man.
it hurts luh. but i am not those that will cry so easily:D

lalala. and whats more.
my legs were already SORE from the cross country training on tues.
like zzz. dunno whether join athletics anot.
lol. then their chao hiong de.
warm-up was okay with some drills and all.
after tht jiu run 200m for 20 times with a few seconds interval.
and it's even tiring than running the whole thing altogether.
but it was quite fun. hoho.
then it started raining. like damn the weather luh.
so we ran in the rain. lol.
it was damn wet and cold and all.
cant see luhh. then somemore already cannot take it liao.

LOL. told coach luhh. then jiu ran around the school for bout 10-15mins.
drenched like siao. haha. then 5plus everyone gathered.
then went to change. met yunyi they all at the canteen.
haha. and shes coming for next tues de trng with us(x
yayness. hehe. then went home with her.
holding my dripping wet pe shirt.

haha. oh well. anws. HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY RIVER VALLEY(:
lalala. celebrated school's anniversary today.
quite sian. cuz the speeches.
haha. and HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY:D
lol. and i am going to chiong homework liao.
loves all~

♥

9:56 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

LOL. Today was a good day. hahaha.
cuz there is no homework. except for the LA thing.
which is a GREAT sign. hahaha.
that means i can slack. wheeeeee.
although i am not a slacker myself. more of the hiong type-.-

netball season started. haha. netballers jiayou!
lalala. and ohh.
i am here to make kc no face(x
she was late today luhh.
then we were like waiting for her like siao lohh.
then saw her during assembly.
she was walking towards the canteen.
want come out dun wan come out liddat. LOL.
her TWO alarm clocks spoil kae. suay.
suggested giving her morning call everyday. haha:D

and oh. curse that stupid freaking guy from infocomm.
like just because you older that means can bully people issit?!
HELLO. please get the facts right.
it was you who was at fault.
still blaming people there. like wth.
still need teachers as your backup. zzz.
and like would i be bothered by you?
nah. waste of my time. and kc's tears.
count yourself lucky man. if irene was there.
i guess the one crying would be you bah?
LOL. sorry. i HAD TO flame.

hahaha. lessons were okay today.
not as boring as i thought(:
we are gonna do POP the corn for sci.
LOL. and wang zi is gay happy~ hahaha(x
and there was the japanese band that came and performed.
they are like PRO?
so uniformed and all.
hahaha. then saw this cute guy. his single eyelid make him cute i guess. LOL.
then i was huachi-ing there-.-
he didnt really smile luhh.
just that long face. buden he got smile one time.
then very cute. haha:D
lol. too bad. they leaving today i think.
today was their last performance. sian.
i want go JAPAN~ rooar.

hahaha(x met publicity comm people at canteen.
and it turns out that they just wanted to sing birthday song to grace(:
haha. and we took a long time finding her.
and she was shocked. her expression. when we sang the song:D
after that went je with pauline and kc. to EAT.
hehe. ate waffle and raspberry ice or whtever its called.
it was freezing COLD kae. zzz.
and somemore it was gonna rain.
haha. and i guess i said something wrong or wad.
"i tell you guys ar. by the time we reach the traffic light. it would be RAINING liao"
LOL. and suay suay. it really did.
waa. then they all blame me loh?!
haii. my mouth. oops.
went popular and bought pens.
then HOME(: cant wait for coffee prince at night!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMIN(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIKAI(:

i wil be there for you.
wherever you are. just know that you have my support(:
and dun ever forget.

♥

4:38 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Friday:
lol. i was feeling so PEKCEK the whole day can.
oh whtever. ponned lessons at 12pm(:
then went down to meet Alvin about the cca trials.
crapped with the other psls.
after that. it appears that there are too MANY of us there.
so some of us have to leave loh.
siann. but at least i got to stay. yay. LOL.

and we just sorta jammed there for half an hour?
in the end. lunch was not finished.
3/4 of my chicken rice left. and i dumped it. lol.
then met mr quack bout the athletics thingy.
then he was asking if i wan join X-country anot.
then got training on tuesday.
argh. the same old qn again:/
it's driving me crazy man.
how i wish i can turn back time.
then i will definitely say yes.
budden now. haii. devoted to TT.
and this year got streaming. i dunno what to do.
then he say wan me to try for 1 week.
if cannot jiu never mind. lol. how..

and i say i will CONSIDER again.
bleah. got our psl tee! haha.
it's CUTE. omgg. especially the colours.
red and white totally matches man.
and i love publicity! haha. LOL.
then rushed to hall to find 1B.
and they were doing the cashier thing again.
hahaha. and nope. i am not angry lah.
i where got so petty de. haha. cute!
then brought them around. they like very sian liddat.
if only we can cheer again. hype up the whole atmosphere(:

then left at 2.30 for training. and i can only say ONE word.
HIONG. lol. and i like it:D
hahaha. warm up with huiyu was tiring.
sweating like hell there. zzz.
played deuce matches until 4.30.
then left to find 1B. lol. and they were slacking in 1G classroom.
haha. and everyone was very sian. i also veh sian leh:/

crapped with sebastian they all. and i seriously dunno why.
all of them started snatching at my wallet luhh.
and chasing me around blk B-.-
haha. and i got to RUN! yay. haha. random(:
dismissed them at 5.30pm. everyone practically dashed off.
LOL. took bus home and saw yunyi they all again.
haha. but everyone was veh sian.
reached home slacked all the way. (x

Today:
Training at hall in the morning! wheeeeeee:D
reached them the first. haha. lol. half an hour earlier.
broke record. hahaha. then enting came.
and at exactly 9am. everyone started streaming in.
lol. trained with huiyu again.
and then played 1 doubles game with jiayin.
and then singles with huiyu they all.
tiring lahh. and i have to work on my movements lah. yepp(:
have to jiayou!
zonals coming liao. lol.

then went home with enting and huiyu.
saw weijian at the bus stop.
haha. messed with his hair. wahaha!
then he told me bout today's leadership workshop.
lol. and he say they are discussing bout psls having purple rings.
haha. gay loh!
and i havent even touched my homework luhh.
siann. i am gonna die man.

sometimes. i wonder.
if you had ever noticed me.
staring at you from the side of my eyes.
i always thought i caught a flicker of movement in you.
andi hope so much that you know.

♥

3:59 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

lalala. LOL. i dunno what to say.
haha. had swimming lesson today. first one.
zzz. and we took super long to get divided into our groups.
blehh. and i am in group 2.
haiya. with pauline and yili and joyce and amanda and some others.
hahah. lmaos.

today was okay. just swimming around. frogstyle.
but next week confirm die.
cuz need to learn freestyle and mr ong teach de is like so difficult.
tsk. whtever. went to find irene they all after that.
haha. and then we swam again.
super funny. cuz it was quite shallow.
so legs were practically on the ground(x
lol. and it started raining-.-

haha. and the bathroom was quite packed.
since everyone came in liao. zzz.
and the other kids were like banging on the door?
screaming "FASTER!!~"
lol. then dun give a damn liao.
just bath quickly and then went out.
bought cup noodles to eat. cuz was uber hungry.
and there was this uncle.
he said he found an RV uniform in the toilet. guys de.
got 1 guys jacket and a pair of shorts. and it's wet?
ewww. then he want us to return to the owner.
like how do we know? eek.

hahaha. then took bus to commonwealth mrt and took the train again.
lol. and then i saw morgan-.-
and zihao and some other 1B de.
zzz. then quickly ran away. haha.
alighted at bukit batok with suaku. LOL.
and i did the WORST thing a humane person can do.
i dumped the ***** into the bin.
argh. and i felt so guilty.
like ***** could still be used de lohh:/
whtever. suaku! pretend you didnt see anything hor!
die. haha. then went home!

and i heard from bryce bout today's psl meeting.
lol. they gave out the psl tee and briefing on psl investiture.
zzz. like wth. we missed it.
but it's impossible for us to rush back to school also mah.
so i guess wait till tmr bah.

hahaha. cca trials tmr! lalala. and then training!
and i am waiting for tmr:D

staring at the stars lit at night.
my first thought. was of you.
and when i thought i have got over you.
you make me double over again.

♥

5:49 PM

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

zomg. i am like goddamned tired.
The first two weeks are like so packed and tiring. haii.
and it gave me black rings-.-
and i can practically fall asleep anywhere i want. LOL.
kidding. except for lessons. haha.

Tuesday:
yesterday had performing arts cca trials. haha.
and it was so ~~FUN~~ sian.
maybe to the sec 1s very fun lah.
but to us. it was plain torture.
cuz we didnt do anything but to sit there and watch them trials.
cuz they say psls cannot try-.-
hehehe. and it was very tiring.
not when i already LACK of sleep for dunno how many days liao.

zzz. i want to sleep. argh.
then almost 6pm liddat then end.
lol. die ar! hahaha.
and that yunyi and sharon!
go make my name until like the cashier liddat.
haiyo. and i no face jian4 ren2 liao loh!
wahaha. and then went home with them.
didnt know they were on the bus until they suddenly pop out.
and started the cashier thing again. oh boy><
hahaha. but juniors are fun to be with luhh:D
except for some AP ones.

LOL. there was this sec 1guy.
during the choir trial, he totally AP-ed us lah!
is like got 4 psls there.
he still so rude. slammed the table somemore.
then glared at us lah. like wth.
we are at least ur snrs lehh.
at least show some respect can?!
zzz. whtever. it's pissing me off.

Wednesday:
Lessons were uber FUN today! hahaha.
even though i was half-asleep during history.
cannot take it liao. LOL.
had training after school!
FIRST training of the year! hahaha.
and i was so shocked when i went to the hall.
cuz it was so crowded?!
hehe. then realise got some new people lah.
hahaha. now it feels like a BIG family! ahahah.
then after that the netballers came in somemore.
so it's quite squeezy><

haha. and today was HIONG. urgh.
and i got muscle ache at my thighs. rahh.
coach say since so many people.
this means that the expectation from us will be higher.
and hes gonna choose school team in next 2 weeks liao.
and erm. during debrief.
saw irene crying there.
then was so shocked?! sharmine told me de.
and i guess i know the reason luhh.
if i am not wrong. it's about the team thing.
but dun cry le lah kae?

so if given a choice. i'd rather play doubles with you(:
cuz that's what a team is for.
that's what friends are for.
we are a team and we are forever gonna be one.
we stand together united.
to face every single obstacles coming our way.
we will stay united and no one will be left out:D
so irene! cheer up luhh(:
i believe as long as there's a will, there's a way.
we are gonna work together(x
and prove to coach that we CAN do it.
that we ALL can. yeah?
more people means more difficult.
but we are still gonna work our hardest yep?
we will JIAYOUS tgt!

haha. so dun cry le wor.
u know u just now cry so many people like so shocked.
so cheer up(: if not i will xin tong luhh.
we are gonna make it HAPPEN:D
and as a team kae!

Today. i got a smile and a wave from you.
simple as it is. it meant a lot to me.
cuz staring at you only.
and not getting any response from you hurts me alot.
so today. deep down in my heart.
i was grinning. i was happy.
and i guess because you were there.
it kept me going. it made me give my best.

♥

8:18 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008

i feel like dying man.
lessons started today again. oh boy.
and it feels like the first day of school.
haha! dunno what books to bring and all:/
zzz. so just tikam tikam loh. hehe.
and i guess i am still in the orientation mood. LOL.

Today was sorta ~~RETARDED~~ kae.
cuz during assembly that time most of the year 1s just stunned in the class.
so we had to bring them down.
1Brutus! i miss you guys kae!
hoho. tmw cca trials! hahaha. performing arts and clubs&societies:D
woot. i can finally escape from lessons. from 12pm onwards.
cuz i feel so BORED and SIAN loh.

But today's HCL lesson veh fun(:
they did the drawings of a chapter from the textbk.
then super funnaye. LOL.
practically laughing my head off:DD

then after school went je with pauline, irene and kc.
hahaha. and i seriously dunno how sebastian and morgan appeared in the bus.
they my juniors lah. then just a few minutes ago.
i saw them in 1B classroom having lessons.
then when i went out of school and got on 97.
i saw them there-.-
haha. LMAO. and we were crapping in the bus.
jeez. and it followed by pauline saying the impossible.
lol. i shall not say. but it's so NOT true lah kae.
dun listen to her. XD

and we went popular first. cuz they want buy stuff for class notice board.
but we took uber long.
cuz like need to decide.
hahaha. whtever. bought a notebook for hcl notes de.
then went mac to eat. haha.
lol. i know it's UNHEALTHY but..
a few times wont die de lah hor.
hehe. and that darn red bean pie.
kan me and irene bu shuang or what.
we just took a bite and the red bean squirted out.
and it's HOT de! wth. pain loh. zzz. sayang irene(:

haha. 3 plus me and pauline finish eating le.
jiu go buy WAFFLE! it's so nice can!
bought the cheese one. but it isn't that nice.
cuz it tastes a bit sour and all. blehh.
after tht. we went home!
lol. i cant wait for cca trials tmr.
can see 1B again. haha:D
tcares people!

♥

4:22 PM

Saturday, January 5, 2008

HOHOHO. lols. back from overnight camp!
rawrrrrr. half-hypering and half emoing now.
haha. ridiculous right-.-
hehehe. today marks the end of the orientation week. (4 days)
sort of sad lah. but at least we had fun yep(:
and i am like losing voice from ALL the cheerings. ><

Friday:
woots. it was super high okay!
we practically went crazy and the sec1s followed suit:D
had telematches in the morning.
then i was the facilitator for the flour station.
lol. haha. jiu played with the flour loh.
haha! and that wei jian lah.
go dump the whole handful of flour on me.
make me so white, look like old woman. XD
hahaha. we did alot of cheers also. yepp!

then the year 1s learnt the school song and sun-dance!
hehe. and we did mass dance in the hall.
ALL-FOR-ONE and SUN DANCE.
lol. and it was super nice kae, everyone dancing tgt.
lalala. then we had cca trials!
Athletics, netball and volleyball for 1B.

haha. and yunyi was shortlisted for everything!!
lol. she sports-talented de nor:D
hehehe. so it was practically just going for these 3 trials.
and the weather was WEIRD de!
it rained and stopped for THREE times.
the last time, we were at the vball court.
and we got drenched-.- hahaha. but it was fun(:
then got really hectic when it rained again. heavier this time.
everyone went to the canteen. sat there. and the year1s stoned. lol.
then the uniform groups went around.
ate dinner jiu went hall for "campfire".
it was uber successful.
everyone was HYPER. hehe.
especially the year1s(: 1BRUTUS is love!

after that. year 1s bathing time.
they took super long. the girls.
LOL. had supper then settled the girls in the hall to sleep.
then guys in classroom.
didnt want to bath. so jiu change into pe.
haha. then some girls sat tgt and talked!
yay. even tho we kept on side tracking. lol.
talked until 2plus in the morning.
jiu sleep le. haha. zzz.

SATURDAY:
super tired. woke up at 5plus. lol. sleep bout 2-3 hours only.
wash-up jiu wake the sec1s up.
and we lag behind. very un-high. LOL.
had morning exercises. very funnaye ones.
had breakfast and area cleaning.
jiu went for cca trials.

erm. badminton, TABLE TENNIS and wushu.
hahaha. table tennis super fun! whee.
then during wushu. me, weijian and sebastian went near the vball courts there.
sat under the trees. haha. saw suaku and joyce:D
talk talk talk. then even more people joined us. lol. we were slacking(:
very fun loh. played abit of monkey.
11.30 brought 1B to hall. debrief and powerpoint of orientation photos.
hahaha. lol. saw 1Brutus-ians up there.
haha. then jiu very sad luhh.
i mean orientation liddat jiu end liao. bitter-sweet moment sia.
after that we did a cheer jiu dismiss le.
haha. promised to visit them in the morning luhh(:

1Brutus jiayous kae!
you guys can make it de(:
even tho there were times of
misunderstanding, doubts and AP-ing.
but we still went thru it as a CLASS. yepp.
and i will never forget those moments lah.
seeing you guys from being so shy and withdrawn,
to so hyper and outspoken for some.
it was really an achievement yeah(:
love you guys:D

learnt alot of things from this orientation.
scs and psls working tgt.
it ws real fun[:
LOL. this is a long post ehh.
and i need some sleep. yawnnn.
loves you guys(: monday lessons again. *groans*

♥

2:14 PM

Thursday, January 3, 2008

woohoo people! today has been an enthu day!
hahaha. LOL. it was tiring and yet fufilling.
the feeling it gives you.
like you have achieved someting liddat:D

and i LOVE 1Brutus(:
had a really fun day with you guys man.
during the teambuilding games, i can really see.
that you guys work as a team.
we cheer together
we compete together
we sweat together
and our smiles and laughters after all the games.
i will never forget it:D
you guys made me think of those days as 1E.
hehehe. as a sec 1. we really can enjoy ourselves.
know each other better.

awwww. and i miss those days.
now as a psl and helping the year 1s.
it just felt so weird man.
like this is suppose to be their memories.
while ours has already long finished.
and last year's orientation just seemed like yesterday loh.
when we are still the year 1s.
being so quiet at first and now so enthu.
those periods whereby we had each other for company. it was sweet(:

dunno why but my heart just sorta ached.
like i wanna grab on to every memories 1E once shared.
those tears we shed.
those laughter we had tgt.
i was so afraid that one day i will lose them. urghh.

sorraye. i am sorta typing out my feelings now><
haha. LOL. and i love my juniors!
hehe. and got one junior lah.
her name is yunyi loh. i hope i spelt correctly.
hahaha. and she's cute de kae!
she looks so much much like my saps junior.
like i saw her before.
hoho. but she from west grove.
so dunno lah. then has mass dance with her.
lol. then was like super high. haha. loves!

i think i going get sore throat liao.
cuz today we were cheering like 10x louder than yesterday?!
and even more frequent?!
we go anywhere jiu cheer dao na li.
hehe. 1B is high! yeah!
love you guys:D

tmrw 7am in school again. oh boy.
have to go collect our orientation tee mah. gee.
and oh ya. today dunno what mr quack asked me and huiyu to go meet him.
for track and field de.

haii. and i was once again thrown into depression.
i thought i had finally escaped from it loh.
then he was like asking us if we were keen to join athletics.
like what could i say?!
i so so so much wanna join.
but as second cca it's gonna be busy.
then was like hesitating there loh.
like athletics have been my dream.
and now it's right under my nose i dunno what to do.
arghh. he say let us think thru first nor.
rahh. i am tired. my head hurts. i dun wanna think.
lol. then yunyi was like telling me to join.
cuz she gonna join also. haha. cute!

i feel like sleeping. zzz.
hahaha. and still have to pack for tmrw. bleah.
i guess i will leave it for later.
i am too confused now.

why?! why must it always happen on me?!
grr. i hate it whenever people just act around me.
what's more you?
the fact that you actually stood there and did nothing
throws me back into the darkness again.
and i didnt even get a chance to say bye.
oh god. help me. i am sinking in.

♥

4:42 PM

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

ho boyy. this whole thing is almost driving me crazy><
LOL. just yesterday, i was so anitcipating the school's reopening.
and today i am actually dreading it and all.
hehe. cuz super tired lah.
and i think i got a sore throat coming up.
due to all the freaking high cheers and screaming.

hahaha. and 1Brutus ROCKS kae!
lalala. at first the atmosphere was like super ~cold~
then after that jiu began warm up.
haha. and i just realise that 1 group of girls just simply love to cheer nor.
and when it comes to cheers.
they get super high. haha. then the psls joined them also:D
lol. did alot of games with them today(:
but they were like want do dun wan do liddat for some.
maybe it's first day.
just hope they will get more enthu yeah?
1B all the way(x

and i FINALLY get to see all the ESNARIANS<3
woot! even though the seats were like all taken up.
hahaha. but seriously, 2E's classroom is much much smaller than 1E's
dunno why. LOL.

ahhh. tomorrow is so gonna be a long day.
need to reach school by 7am i think.
and then teambuilding games, mass dance and all.
which means i wont be able to go back to class D:
which means missing of many many lessons. haii.
butbutbut at least we can spend time with the year 1s(:
tiring but funn yepp!

ohh. just a note before i go off.
i LOVE you guys:D

you make me doubt if i was wrong all along.
if time can actually make us waver
then what's the point?
Why am i such a fool to actually add you into my list of worries each day?
when your heck care attitude totally throws me off.
and you have to do all that in front of me
what are you trying to gain man?
i guess i am not the OLD me anymore.

♥

4:42 PM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 people:DD
This shall be my very first post in 2008! woot!
first day of the first month of a new year! lalala.
hehehe. school's starting tomorrow!
wahaha. super excited plus nervous now.
LOL. cuz it's still my very first day as a year 2 mah.

hahaha. and somemore can see juniors! hehe(:
and yesterday's countdown was uber high can!
and at 12 midnight. everyone sorta went crazy nor.
and the sms-es got stuck. LOL.
too many people sending. then i want send also cannot-.-
hehe. i cant believe school's tmw!
wheeeeeeeeee. i can see everyone again:DD

ohh. but tomorrow have to reach school by 6.45am?!
like wth lah! i want to sleep de kae! %&*&%^
ohh whatever. if it means pleasing some teacher.
rahhh>< i shall bear with it man. zzz.

haha. and i LOVE my blogsong!
lalala. cuz it's LOLLIPOP(:
yayness. and i love this verse :
“现实的考验，我们说好一起面对，不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待，一次的美好的明天，我们说好谁也不放弃谁。”
hehehe. super touching:D
lalala. miss everyone. i cant wait for tomorrow!
WHEEEEEEEE. LOVE LOVE LOVE ALL!

♥

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