Thursday, January 3, 2008
woohoo people! today has been an enthu day!
hahaha. LOL. it was tiring and yet fufilling.
the feeling it gives you.
like you have achieved someting liddat:D
and i LOVE 1Brutus(:
had a really fun day with you guys man.
during the teambuilding games, i can really see.
that you guys work as a team.
we cheer together
we compete together
we sweat together
and our smiles and laughters after all the games.
i will never forget it:D
you guys made me think of those days as 1E.
hehehe. as a sec 1. we really can enjoy ourselves.
know each other better.
awwww. and i miss those days.
now as a psl and helping the year 1s.
it just felt so weird man.
like this is suppose to be their memories.
while ours has already long finished.
and last year's orientation just seemed like yesterday loh.
when we are still the year 1s.
being so quiet at first and now so enthu.
those periods whereby we had each other for company. it was sweet(:
dunno why but my heart just sorta ached.
like i wanna grab on to every memories 1E once shared.
those tears we shed.
those laughter we had tgt.
i was so afraid that one day i will lose them. urghh.
sorraye. i am sorta typing out my feelings now><
haha. LOL. and i love my juniors!
hehe. and got one junior lah.
her name is yunyi loh. i hope i spelt correctly.
hahaha. and she's cute de kae!
she looks so much much like my saps junior.
like i saw her before.
hoho. but she from west grove.
so dunno lah. then has mass dance with her.
lol. then was like super high. haha. loves!
i think i going get sore throat liao.
cuz today we were cheering like 10x louder than yesterday?!
and even more frequent?!
we go anywhere jiu cheer dao na li.
hehe. 1B is high! yeah!
love you guys:D
tmrw 7am in school again. oh boy.
have to go collect our orientation tee mah. gee.
and oh ya. today dunno what mr quack asked me and huiyu to go meet him.
for track and field de.
haii. and i was once again thrown into depression.
i thought i had finally escaped from it loh.
then he was like asking us if we were keen to join athletics.
like what could i say?!
i so so so much wanna join.
but as second cca it's gonna be busy.
then was like hesitating there loh.
like athletics have been my dream.
and now it's right under my nose i dunno what to do.
arghh. he say let us think thru first nor.
rahh. i am tired. my head hurts. i dun wanna think.
lol. then yunyi was like telling me to join.
cuz she gonna join also. haha. cute!
i feel like sleeping. zzz.
hahaha. and still have to pack for tmrw. bleah.
i guess i will leave it for later.
i am too confused now.
why?! why must it always happen on me?!grr. i hate it whenever people just act around me.what's more you?the fact that you actually stood there and did nothingthrows me back into the darkness again.and i didnt even get a chance to say bye.oh god. help me. i am sinking in.
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