okay. i guess i shall update ehh.
veh irritated now:/
i look at my table, piles and piles of homework and papers.
it's killing me. so many stupid freaky tests nxt week.
are we robots?
we have feelings too. we get TIRED too.
and i can feel the stress building in me.
and tht's not good for joanne here.
cuz she will probably lock herself in the room and mug from morning till night.
urgh. you wont see me smile for sure.
Thursday!
valentine's day! lol. shall continue from previous post.
where was i? errr.
had swimming. wheeeeee. even tho we like played veh little.
cuz scared those lil children will come BANGING on the toilets later.
so bathed quite early.
LOL. there was one time.
a small lil girl almost bang down my door can-.-
then i wanted to scream at her when i came out.
but oh well. i veh KIND de. i dun raise my voices.
so just smiled at her and told her to keep it down.
lol. ate and then went back to sch for prayer grp.
track had training tht day.
so dunno why cross's was canceled:/
oh well. prayer grp was nice(:
ern chuen can really preach. wow.
i realised God has really done a miracle in my life.
if not for him. i would not be who i am today.
thinking bout it. god was there with me everytime.
even in the darkest moments of my life.
he was there. even tho the crying
and all sorta blocked him out.
but i can still feel him.
he had NEVER given up on me.
he once spoke to me: i will be there for you.
even if there seems to be not a light left. just remember.
i will give you the strength and power to move on.
i cried when i heard tht. but i was relieved.
i felt the strength coming back. telling me to move on. yeah.
tht's the power of his love. it's amazing.
LOVING daddy god(:
aft tht went home with jieru.
reached home jiu started on HOMEWORK.
tht's how hectic life is now.
paiseh. i wont post tht often:/
Friday:
had HOMEecons! whee. did cupcakes and cocoa!
sorta muddleheaded in the morning-.-
dunno why. lack of sleep bah. zzz.
but it was nice. haha. i like the cocoa kae!
wahaha. for science lesson.
mr lee was veh kan chiong for our test on monday.
i was stoning at my seat can.
and i repeat. i dun like test loh.
ridiculous one. so many at one go. haii.
training was okay i guess. realised i was tricked by tht EGG TART?!
the cboys actually won and he sms me say they lost.
siao one loh. make me so worried.
grrr. had 2 rounds for pt.
from 4 rounds reduced to 2 rounds. haha.
we are slackers seh! anw.
sec1s came liao. ahahah. from my class got morgan and regine! wow(x
aft tht. crapped in the canteen with juniors.
crazy steph. go hit my head so hard.
hmph. haha. went to bus stop with juniors. steph and lydia.
then lydia realised she lost her wallet.
like omgg. called irene to help her go canteen see.
but she say dun have.
then lydia like veh worried.
lent her money to go home first.
then on monday ask office loh:/
reach home veh late liao.
bathed jiu immediately died on my bed.
LOL. is really damn tired can.
head hurts. leg hurts. like what the):
SATURDAY!!
lol. woke up at 11plus. i veh pro right.
somemore when i opened my eyes.
i dun feel like getting up.veh tired. then aching everywhere.
sian. stayed at home to do homework.
i know i veh guai(: more like forced to.
cuz i dun wanna fail my sci on mon. haha.
and i got THREE ulcers in my mouth.
two is like i bite my lip then have de.
so now is like PAIN.
talking and eating hurts like hell now:/
argh.i dun wanna die tht early!! lol. kidding:DD
going kc's house for music thingy tmr.
lol. so have to finish all those crap homework by tonight.
and start mugging like siao.
haii. wish me luck.
and those other poor souls out there.
珍惜眼前的东西,否则失去后才后悔,已经太迟了。
TAGS replies:
`JIAAYUU: hahaha. updated(: long one. happy reading(x
anqi: AN! really ar? how come so many people also say tht de?! do we look the same?
joyce: the guys WON la. they trick us one loh. zzz.
chinhong: SLACKER! you finally came(: hahaha. i totally agree. as compared to fuhua. they are much much much easier to beat. and when are you COMING BACK? hmph.
`JIAAYUU: suaku dear(: hahaha. loves you too! nonono! wangzi's mine! hmph. this time i wont let you win liao. i always act good person de-.-
sf: aye! we will jiayou de(: bdiv too!
anqi: HAPPY VALENTINE'S to you too! LOVEEE:DD
YUNYI:D: wahaha. veh funnaye. lol. ILY too(: tcares kae! and oh. jiayous in track. will miss you in cross deD:
Steph: heheh. you crazaye! thanks btw(:
TCT: WAA. you know you guys real lame can anot! this kind of thing can make fun of one! but anw. nice job(:
joyce: hahaha. mr tan cheat us! ya. i think she angry or smth. XD
irene: lalala. okay la. i see if i got time anot kaes(: like real i will(x
YUEYAO: haiya! waning moon dun talk too much lah! you also ma! kidding kidding. anws. paiseh hor. i say will everyday go tag you but didnt. veh busy:/
`JIAAYUU: suakuu(: loves too! heh. jy for mon test ehh:D
YUNYI:D: THANK YOU SWEET(:
Sinyee: sinyee! yupp! thx for the words of advice. we will jiayous de(:
Steph: but but you ARE crazy in the first place mah:p
YUNYI:D: yunyi sweet(: hahaha. ilY:D sorry kaes? alot of tests going on now. no time to go down le D:
greenriver: hahaha. it's not emo. it's veh emo:/
yijun: heys(: haha. will de! we shall win them all! anw. bdiv jiayous too! you guys rock kae!
Jasmine [tt]: heyhey! hahaha. i know i rock tyvm. haha. kidding. you rock too kaes jnr! you can make me laugh like dunno what:D
Steph: ahahah. i know i veh cute(: no nid you to say. lalala. you ar? err. chimpanzee. wahahah!
Kheehui: kiwi! really?! omgg. he so cute seh!
YUEYAO`: haha. HAPPY CNY(: no hong bao. sorry! lalala. only got pokes. you want?
YiLI: hahaha. we play next time! confirm i win you. lalala.
LIN;D: YEPP! rvtt WILL pwn yeah? loves!
Steph: hahah! ms loh bully you. then you bully me lah! hmph. you bad junior ar! haha. you got eat the fries meh? XD
en: thanks en! you rawk kae! miss you loads(: loves!
paiseh. i didnt reply ALL.
cuz i veh tired now. shall continue next time kae?
i need to let my brain rest:/
but still. love you guys(:
♥
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