urgh. i am godamned depressed this two days:/
so if you see me pulling a long face alone.
dont be surprised.
LOL. cuz i prefer to be alone when thinking.
TEAM. what does this mean?
it's a group of people who sticks tgt thru whtever difficulties tht come by right?
they share the joy. or endure the pain tgt.
but what kind of freaking team is this?!
if everyone is so SEPARATED and does not have the same dream?
Top 3 in nationals. easier said then done man.
not when the c'girls are so not bonded?
dun talk about bonding first.
cuz it's quite okay with the girls.
but when some even have the thought of quitting?!
when we first came in.
it was all about faith.
all about belief and more impt. the whole TEAM.
but now?
i know it's a very crucial period.
the zonals are just around the corner.
week after CNY. but. this kind of attitude?!
those not in school team. i know what coach said was veh hurting:/
yeah. and tht's why i am pissed.
tht he didnt do anything.
the zonals plus nationals will last until may? june?
those not in school team will be so free.
but can they wait?!
the answer is NO. yeah.
and all coach can promised them is to concentrate on them aft the zonals?
how long is it going to take? haii.
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Friday:
LOL. had home econs:DD
did chicken salad. lalala.
didnt know got this kind of salad one loh.
cuz salad is supposed to mean VEGGIES?
hahaha. it was fun(: wheeeeeee.
buden the potatoes we put too much liao.
so eat until veh pekcek. haha.
LA was okay. lol. cuz it was romeo and juliet mah.
hahaha. kidding:D
veh tired these days.
even though i sleep at 11plus.
really cannot bring myself to open my eyes.
training was okay luhh. had doubles matches.
played with irene a.ka romeo:DDD haha. i wan be romeo de lohh. hmph.
hahaha. it was frustrating.
cuz coach keep on changing the positions and all.
siann. have to get in first/second doubles luhh.
lol. after training. me, taylin, irene, sharmine and jean went to the track.
to TALK. bout the team and all.
and jean got hurt by a stupid netball.
hit her back luhh. then super pain.
then tht stupid dexter go step and twist her foot.
like wth?! wht did you do tht for?
if jean got injured due to this, dexter will pay for it man.
zonals are coming.
and we cant possibly let anyone get hurt.
then we talked and all.
cried. yeah. cuz the stress was holding on to me.
too much:/
and the team is like so unbonded.
and dexter. he doesnt even care. like wth.
and the juniors. they treat us like their juniors?!
totally no respect. order us around like we are their maids and all.
hello. we are ur seniors.
so please. abit respect.
really cannot stand it.
sinyee came and we told her bout it.
ya. really relieved she was there.
to help us and all. thru this crucial time.
the team CANNOT fall apart.
talked until 6plus. jiu left school with taylin and sharmine.
emoing thru out.
cuz i really dunno what to do:/
the nearer it comes. the more stressed we get.
but we will overcome this tgt yeah.
all the more we have to work hard.
to achieve our goals.
remain positive tht's all i can say yeah.
cuz we are a TEAM.
Saturday:
hoho. went for training.
holding tht positive thought tht everything will be alright.
cuz i dun dare to think of the worseD:
anws. today was at least better.
can see tht everyone put in effort and all.
at least i can say the word FUN?
LOL. i think today was the class leaders thingy.
haha. saw zhijie, suaku and mutang:DD
and yunyi and morgan! okay.
those from 1B de(:
and i veh confused bout the match thing.
shaotan won sophia.
so she shud be in school team since coach said tht the one who wins goes inside.
buden he today say wit until next wk play again-.-
like lol. tht's super biase towards the sec 1s okay.
rahh. ridiculous.
after training. went queensway to eat with the girls(:
plus yijun and pinning.
hoho. huiyu treated us to 2medium and 1large fries. thanks!
wahaha. talked bout competition stuff.
and bout the team and all.
siann. why must life be so tiring?
why cant everything just layout perfectly?
i am tired. veh tired.
tht smile on my face wont last long you shall see.
cuz reality has been playing with my life.
nervous bout the zonals. oh lord. give me the strength to continue.
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taggies replies:
YUNYI:D: SWEET:DDDD hahaha. thanks(: sorry nowadays nvr go down:/ cuz was busy luhh.
haha. you tcares too kae! dun emo liao<3
chinhong: lol. you SLACKER! when are you coming for training?! you better come. if nt i kill you.
c'boys is going to die soon:/ come back lah.
cyrus: haha. no lah! dun get the wrong idea.
YUNYI:D: haha. UPDATED:DD you tcares too kae! my chairman! haha. lol.
YiLi: LOL. hohoho! how i know loh. you go ask tht blur irene:DD anw. BANGLAH(:
Kheehui: *screams* hahaha. ya loh! but it was fun:DD
zhijiez: heyo banglah:D thx for all you did for the class kae!
YUEYAO`: WANING MOON:D lol. i veh busy mah. sorryx100 times. haha. i promise i will return them to you de kae? haha. tcares!
joyce: haha. i look at the same skin veh sian leh. haha. ya luhh. he win me:/
Darren 2i: haiyo! you ar. so impatient one. see. i posted liao mah!
YUNYI:D: heyheys(: lalala. will de lah. you must oso kae:D
wanxin:D: haha. thanks kae!
chinhong: you slacker better come back. and ur blog even blacker than me loh. hmph.
Steph: haha. i agree it's boring. the prefect investiture and all:D lol. anws. take cab no problem lah(:
clemm: heyheys:DD
YUNYI:D: haiya. you tell me who dun listen to you. i go talk to them. wahaha:D anws. jiayous! i know it's nt a simple job yeah. love!
joyce~ZJ: haiyo! i where got banglah lah! hmph!
zhijiez(dun click on link): you banglah still dare call me banglah! lol. and i certainly wont click on tht(:
YUNYI:D: heheh. really ar? i purposely one mah. make you squint ur eyes. wahaha. i am EVIL(:
en: hoho. nvm lah. i wait for you loh. i can stay until veh late also mah:D
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Saturday, February 2, 2008