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The name is Joanne Chew. Came to earth on 18/08/1994 Currently studying in River Valley High and loves 1E'07,2E'08,3H'09,4H'10 :)
Proud ex-member of RV X-country team, carrots ftw!
RVFBT, floorball is th new love heh.
Lastly, believes in GOD and chooses to remain cheerful even if th world comes down.

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Friday, March 28, 2008

rawrs. updating is sian nowadays.
i got TRUCKLOADS of homework and more than truckloads of stuff i dont understand:x
like MATHS-.- i really chao pekcek liao lah.
and memorising chem formulas and blah.
i will go crazaye one day. aye.

nowadays is either. trainings. homework. lessons. teachers. friends.
eeee. make me so damn dull man.
wakaka. had swimming on thursday.
didnt go cuz leg wasnt tht well.
and btw. home econs was spaghettti. it's nice at first.
but it sucks kept for 1hour. gee.
i dumped the whole thing in the bin. ROFL.

went back for carrots training. and it was threatening to rain loh.
but it didnt. aww sad. if not it would be fun getting muddy again.
whee. have to really push my limits nowadays. or i will never improve.
despite everytime i really feel like giving up. tired. pain. aches.
but i know i must never stop. yeah.

and teachers are giving homework like giving out money these days.
every subject. confirm have at least one homework or essay.
some have two and some. FOUR?!
rahh. really need to DE-STRESS. xD

had high tea today at chapel for rvtt:DD
apparently. it was because of the matchs we did really well. lols.
pizzas and chickens! ROFL. mr tan bought like dunno how many boxes.
and i was like a hungry wolf there==
then somemore inside was damn hot and stuffy today.
dont know why. eee.
imagine a room with over 30-40 people inside.
standing and eating and all. wakaka.

but it was really fun. can BOND also. xD
like some high class buffet liddat.
except it's pizzas and not abalones.
hot and stuffy room instead of air-con room.
Then had meeting. and our trainings are totally changed.
like i said. joining bgirls for training now(:
but there's just something that's keeping me back. gahh.

went to hall and played random matchs:D
last time we would be training with the sec1s and guys le. awww.
must treasure the time.
played until near 5. bused from school with suzanne.
haha. then went to buy my sis's present. her bdae today. xD
happy birthday wheee!

alright. i may not like the way things are now.
but i am just gonna accept it.
if fate and time permits it. then nothing will stand in the way.
so i shall continue on uhh.
and hope everything comes out the way i want it.
i wanna be in control of MY LIFE. and not the other way round.
Even though i missed badly. but not all is lost yet.
i believed on my instinct of you.

sometimes the thing that i give out most.
is the thing that i really need.
and tht's love.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

alright. someone told me a story today. here goes(:

once upon a time, there was an eagle and a sparrow.
both of them lived on a same tree since they were born.
but both didnt know each other till last year.
even so. sparrow had so much things to worry about then to care about this friendship.
but eagle didnt mind and did all it could to gain the sparrow's attention.
it was there practically everytime the sparrow needed it.
sparrow took the eagle's presence for granted.
not until six months later. did the sparrow really see the eagle for the first time.
and to see the beauty hidden within.
from then on. sparrow began to treasure all its time spent with the eagle.

whenever the sparrow was down. it would cheer up upon seeing the eagle.
whenever the sparrow turned back. it would see the eagle looking back into its eyes.
days goes by, and the sparrow hoped to see the eagle within its sight everytime.
sparrow thought they still had a long time together and thus,
did not really say out its feelings.
on the very LAST day they spent. the eagle and sparrow had a great time tgt.
but the very next day. the sparrow woke up to find the eagle nowhere.
and only to know that a hunter had taken it away.
sparrow was heartbroken. depressed.
an emptiness now feel its hollow heart.
it cried for days. hoping to see the eagle again.
saying that it would treasure it more than ever if the eagle do come back.
and did the eagle come back?
yes and no. depends on how u want the story to end.
for me. i will go and FIND it.

yepp. end of story. the moral's quite obvious actually.
and i wanna be the sparrow to find the eagle.
i am so gonna take the first step to finding it back.
the time tgt may be short.
but just one look. it's enough.

rofl. today's lessons were nice. LOL.
mr lee jin yang came to relieve ms wong for maths.
and you shud see how happy the class was. xD
hahaha. and then other lessons were okay oso lahh.
and we are starting training with the bgirls next week.
tht's uber fast lah. guess i will miss training with the yr 1s. but not jia mao lah-.-

wakaka. i shall emo no more.
and think on the brighter side.
there's home econs and swimming tmr! ROFL.
so shall conclude tht it will be a fun but tiring day yeah. lalala.
i miss tournament days:x
whereby we can skip lessons and go down early.
train as a team. play as a team and cheer as a team.
tht's pure joy. yeah. love cgirls(:

i dun care what the world thinks.
it's you that i miss.
it's you tht i will sacrifice for.
and it's you tht i will continue fighting for.

Monday, March 24, 2008

boobooboo:D rawrrrrs.
i am veh veh tired now:x dont feel like typing.
argh. i just wanna sleepT_T
and the bed beside me is tempting me. -cries-

alright. then i shall make this update short and sweet. xD
PONNED lessons again today! wheee.
ponnage of lessons rock kae.
it's the only thing me and romeo looks forward to. wahaha.
as usual. training in chapel. crazaye training.
cuz it was HYPER(: rawrrs.

then bused to payar lebar with team:D c&bgirls.
and then didnt feel like talking then.
so just fell asleep listening to my songs. hahaha.
super cool can. to think i can actually sleep my way when there's a match coming up.
haha. reached the sch.
usual BLAST of aircon in the hall. veh COLD:x

it's st.nicks today. and they were good.
cannot deny that.
we LOST. only last single jean won i think.
urgh. no more top 8.
but we still tried out best:D
so now. it's concentrating on next year liao. wheee.

watched b girls match against st.nick as well.
loved the school's food can! the sweets totally rock bigtime. xD
okay. b girls lost as well. but we all did our best lah.
every individual and pair yepp!
bused to commonwealth station with team again.
rofl. and it was POURING CATS AND DOGS.
in other words, heavy rain. haha.

chen min had to buy an umbrella asap
frm the shop there cuz she needed to cross the road i think.
and it cost $12. crazy one.
took mrt with yijun, jean and xin hui.
LOL. and we were talking about rvtt's jacket:DD
whee. i wan jacket i wan jacket! even though it may cost a bomb.
and i wanna go china's trip end of this year! rawrr.
sounds fun. hahaha.

alright. so end of competition=end of ponning lessons.
argh. siann. it's back to full length lessons until 2pm liao.
rofl. kill me:x
carrots tomorrow(:

and and 斗牛要不要 rocks bigtime can!
the show rock rock rock:DD
JIN ZI CONG is uber shuai. omggg:x
he's so sweet to hebe in the show.
awwww. sweet guys are hard to come by. xD

in the dark and cold night.
all i can think about is you.
and tht i wanna be the light of yours:D

Saturday, March 22, 2008

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY SUAKU DARLING(:
wheee. you are finally 14 le wor. rahh.
older than me liao old grandma. xD
wahaha. have a great day today alrights.
cuz you have lived for FOURTEEN years le.
hehe. may all ur wishes come true lah.
love you and tcares wor:DD

gee. i havent started on my homework:x
dunno how to start. blehhh.
went for EASTER drama with meien and suaku and her cellgroup.
irene and kheehui last minute dun wan go:/
cuz they went vivo mah.

and drama was nice as usual(: the best part.
hahaha. plus all the worships and all:D
whee. good friday should not be called good friday.
it should be "God Friday"
rofl. tht's what my friend said.
cuz it's the day whereby God sent his only son jesus to die on the cross for our sins.
and because of tht. he saved us.
and then on easter. exactly three days after tht.
he rised again. and thus proving the miracle god has performed for us(:
yepp. it was veh touching. praise the lord! haha.

st nick on mon. rawrr.
i am nervous AGAIN. like what the.
last match:x so must really 凭了命啊~
rofl. hahaha. really hope to get into top 8. yepp.
jiayous people:DD

and it's pouring like dunno what outside now.
super sudden can.
one moment i was in my room homeworking.
then the next. one flash of lightning and thunder.
and did i tell you i veh scared of thunder one:x ahhhh.
then DOWNPOUR. rahh.
and when i wanted to go out laterT_T aye.

you may not know.
but i was always looking out for you.
and i'd rather you not know forever.



guess i shall reply my tags now ehh(:

Steph: rawrrr you PIG! how dare u say my class VEH BAD!! hahaha. no lah. tht's not VANDALISE. tht's DECORATING(: wheee. ehh. then got see mine anot? veh obvious one.
cuz i wrote my name there:D and my tagboard is so NOT lag can. is ur comp lah. -glares at ur comp- xD

`JIAAYUU: suaku! haha. updated! lalala. loves too! happy birthday girl:D

DarkzMurder: == who are you calling banglino ehhh. you even darker than me still dare call me uhh! hmph. u make me angry.
dun tell you liao. wahaha.

chinhong: WOOT! yeah. went ur blog and saw it. eeee. are they GAYS?! zomg. GAYS IN RVTT. unbelievable:x

`JIAAYUU: wheee. hahaha. glad you like tt lil piglet. cuz tht time scared u wont like mah. haha.it's CUTE i agree:D love you! happy birthdayx1000 (:

greenriver: hahaha. u green colour river! haha. thanks uhhh. must win on monday! rawrrr. xD

Sharon:DD: hahaha. thanks for tht day ehh! coach was like saying "a jnr helping a snr?" wahaha. really thanks lah.
if not i think i would have died halfway frm severe stich:x thanks a lot(: wheee. nice nice jnr:DD tcares too alright!

morgan: BOO! wahaha. you always come here and leave like a ghost lehh. scary. xD

wanxin:D: heyheys(; wahaha. thanks uhh! jiayous for cross:D

YUEYAO`: hahaha. WANING MOON:DD hmm. i agree with the CUTE part. but not the KIDDY part. rofl. i not a kiddy lah! rawrrr.
ahahah. kidding kidding. wheee. loves!

joyce: thanks! you guys jiayous for next match hor!

Steph: hahaha. thankyouthankyou. even if u came. i still think u veh wu qing loh. bully me. rahh. XD

chinhong: rofl. jiayous against raffles kae! last match liao ehh. must play our best!

morgan: hellos hellos. wow. you found me:D

Steph: eheh pig! who u calling dog lah! -woof- hahaha.thanks lah. i agree with getting into the top 10 part. but not u being nice. -vomits- xD

greenriver-joanne: hahaha. shud be some stupid spammer lah. dun care liao. yepp! more zilian pics. and if u come. u are FORCED to look at them. rofl. lol.

chinhong:hahaha. u slacker! how dare you oi me! rawrr. gace u ur post le lah:D

Kheehui,: hahaha. KIWI(: ya loh. dunno which william is tht== hols are gone:x

wanxin:D: ellos! wheee. jiayous for cross too ehhh!

`JIAAYUU: hahaha. lazy suaku. blehhhh. loves! -pokes-

chinhong: BLEHH.i gave you le lah! go find urself if u cant see. rofl:D

en: EN! haha. sorraye! i go relink now alrights! tcares wor! miss youD:

joyce: heyheys:D hahaha. jiayous for ur zonals too! yepp! will de(: thanks!

YiLi: BANGLAH ONE DOT! rofl! hahaha. ya lah. veh hiong one. if not how to run so long? wheee. thanks! tcares too. XD

william:LOL. which william are you. spam ur head lah. rofl.

Steph: rawrrr. how dare u impersonate me! gee. i shall have you killed! wahaha. - laughs evily-

Sharon:DD: ya loh! she anyhow go use my name de! hmph! haha.

chinhong: rofl. it's over le lah. dun dream:D

YUEYAO`: wheeee:D u waning moon uhhhs! haha. thanks! whee. and are you really fifteen?! eeyer. older than me by 2 years. rahhh.

chinhong: hahaha. good! dun emo anymore. i dun want to put cannot meh? u cannot force me oso mah. lalala.

!xo-oonhim♥.: hello! (:

`JIAAYUU: ROFL! when did i become a cartoon? -looks around- hahaha. wheee. yay! thanks wor! you guys jiayous for zonals too. loves!

Steph: lalala. when did i say i put yours up huh? hahaha. ok la. i will put one. i am a GOOD senior yeah. whee. and dun impersonate me! rawrr. -pokes you to death-

Thursday, March 20, 2008

boo people(:
rofl. and once again i dunno how to start. blehhh.

Wednesday:
lost our match against anglican high:x
tio thrashed. even though it was expected.
but it's still shocking and all yeah.
so now left with st nicks.
win them we proceed on.
lose them. ta-daa. we will be training for next year's.
wow. i made it sound veh sarcastic==

but must believe tht we can win yeah.
cuz if one person's motivated.
then the trend of motivation will be passed on. yepp.
we can do it.
we can win.
we can proceed on.
and cuz god will be there. (:
c girls jiayous!

guys lost to anglican today oso.
haii. same fate:x
then somemore raffles institution next tuesday. siao one.
our this year's fixture veh suay.
get all the good schools:/ rahhh.
but bgirls won:D yeah. it was a really nice match.

went home on our own FINALLY.
without any teachers barking at out necks.
asking us to take the sch bus back to school. woots.
buden it took a long time oso luhh.
bused and mrt-ed with irene, taylin, susanne and huiyu.
lols.sat all the way to OUTRAM and then changed mrt line.

and on the way we were like talking about who's the most shuai or chio in each division?!
hahaha. we are ridiculous people.
but funny kae. rofl(:
then after that went to buy suaku's present:D
and buying present for people is the most difficult thing u have to do lah.
recalling the longest time i took to choose and buy smth last time.
was as long as 3 hours?!
siao one lah i tell you.
is walking in and out of shops and then dunno what to buy luhh.

hahaha. reached home alrdy close to 8 liao.
crazy one. then bathed and slept. zzz.

Today:
Lessons were fine(: and because it rained in the morning.
didnt feel tht sleepy surprisingly. whee.
and home econs was fun today! haha.
did swiss roll. but didnt turn out like one.
in the end. some became bread roll. rofl.

then we were off for swimming! wahaha.
actually wanted to pon one. buden dun wan to be tht bad what.
so just went to swim. water was uber cold.
guess tht's all for today bah. sang to suaku birthday song. whee.

and tmr's gonna be a hectic day.
so i shall sleep soon yeah(:
random pics up:

Moeka gave us as souvenirs frm australia! whee. currently hanging on my bag:D

REFLECTIONS:DD not clear actually. rofl.

WHEE. this is the sign for promise(: lalala. guess which hand is mine? :D

wheee. this is the dunno what "pictures" displayed on the underground level. near outram(:

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

tmr's the game against ANGLICAN HIGH:x
argh. -nervous breakdown-
saw them play on monday. and it's like zomg?!
they are pro yeah. but if we believe and keep the faith.
NOTHING can stand in our way(:
one more school. and it's straight to quarter finals:D wheee.
cdiv girls jiayous jiayous. loves.

carrots training today was TOUGH yeah.
maybe not tht tough lah. but could feel myself straining.
continuous 20sets of 150m dash in 44secs. and 50m jog in 16secs.
wow. and i suffered from severe stich that lasted thruout the whole training.
rawrrs. uber pain:x
then feel like my lungs gonna break or smth.
went home with steph and lydia(:
yuning is now uber scared of us. wahaha.
and i want to improve my stamina even more. whee.

alrights. i am veh tired liao:/
tired in the mind. and also phsically lah.
shall stop here. continue more aft match tmr(:
girls jiayous! we can do it de!
even though the score is predictable, but we shall make a miracle.
even if were to lose, we WILL make it a gracious moment yeah.
and i know god will be there(:
giving me the strength to play my best. wheee.
rvtt rocks BIGTIME. carrots oso lah(:
aye. tomorrow will be a great day. haha.
vball zonals starting oso. yeah. jiayous vballers!

pictures up:D

me&laoda(: she's being ever so silly again. wahaha.

credits to laoda(: and of course JEANN.

susanne veh bushuang liao. whoops:D
ROFL. why is laoda looking at me liddat==


wheee. sexaye shoes? ahahah.


i am nervous nervous:x
and when i am nervous, i tend to get all hyped up.
rawr. and jasmine say i dun look FIERCE at all:/
more like cheeky. ROFL==
alright. and let's leave fate to tomorrow. GAMBATE.

i hope u will come.
cuz i need the light ever so badly now.
and tht's you(:

Monday, March 17, 2008

rahh. starting of SCHOOL SEASON again:x
and today's the first day. rofl.
felt like as though it's my very first day stepping into RV. haha.
and timetable's changed. pe was first lesson.
but scammed us into bringing our pe shirts==

and then match against gan eng seng today:D
pwnage of lessons! yay. couldnt be happier.
well. until the later part. which i shant elaborate.
trained in the hall until 1. then left for PAYAR LEBAR.
veh veh veh far. i mean cause it's in the east what.

yeah. and we won:DD
3-2 the scores were veh close loh.
aft tht watched b girls match against dunman high.
even tho we lost. but it was a close fight yeah! dont lose the faith(:
went downstairs to eat. rofl.
and their canteen got so many snacks?! when rv doesnt even have anyT_T

learnt alot of lessons from today. i mean overall.

lesson 1: don't pin ur hopes too high.
and dont let ur expectation go way high up for tht someone.
cuz you will fall deeper and heavier.
tht's what happened to me.
i was anticipating and longing the whole day just for tht time.
but your absence only left me an empty heart.
and it was more than disappointment. way more than tht.
it's tht "i am hoping you would be there"
and "oh, you werent able to be there" part.
and yeah. disappointment sucks BIG TIME.

lesson 2:
don't judge someone by the cover or the appearance in this case.
someone out there might try to harm you.
or they may be helping you in the dark.
but you wont know.
and normally. you would blindly judge whether tht person is good-looking anot.
and then make the decision. and tht's wrong.
dont fall into the same mistakes i did.

lesson 3:
dont love blindly. dont let ur heart make all the decision.
for you would realise tht you had love someone u shouldn't love.

yeah. guess tht's all. wow.
when did i start talking liddat. i am stunned==
went home aft match. was forced to take bus back to sch and back home agn. lke wth! zzz.
i am pissed. disappointed. depressed. haii.
what's happening to me:x
rahh. must try to stay cheerful. rofl. -tries to jump around-

took pictures with laoda(: shall post them soon. lols.
i am trying to be ANTI-EMO:X
c boys jiayous for tmr's match!


and oh. hAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINHONG SLACKER:D
rofl. 14 le wor boy. eeyer. older than me.
but u act even more childish than me loh.
and i counselled you thruout those days. wahaha. thank me kae.
lalala. and jiayous for tmr's match! for her! heheh.
grab tht pendant close to you when u play wor!
believe you can win de. jiayous! rawr. and no more emoing uhh:D


your absence totally drove me crazy.
when i waited like a fool for you to appear.
only to realise that you aint coming.
and i lost all faith and confidence.
just like a boat lost in the sea. without the light from the lighthouse.
there's no point in advancing further.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YIJUN(:
wheeee. stay happy and chio uhhh.
and may all ur 15th wishes come true!
yaye. and jiayous for NATIONALS alrights!
wheee. love you(:
*sings birthday song in the background* :D

Nationals in two days! zomg. i am nervous i am nervous.
-jumps around-
but we will keep the faith yeah?
rvtt rock on(: we can do it yesh we can!

i am love sent down to love you only.
and to provide you the warmth you need(:

Friday, March 14, 2008

aye. i dunno how to start this post:x
blogging has numbed me. ROFL. kidding lah. haha.
and today is a ridiculous day==
cuz it's raining like dunno what in the morning. freezing me to death.
and at 10am liddat. the sun came out HOT. zzz. burning me to death.
hahaha. my phrases rock ehh. tyty. LOL.

and it's waking uber EARLY today. yaye.*claps hand ridiculously* -.-
haha. had cross training like i said.
and the field was WET and MUDDY. gross uhh.
yeah. say tht again. cuz we ran on it.
today was sorta special cuz only year1&2s.
did normal drills and then speed training was fun today:DD
more relaxed i guess? and new stuff as well. woot.

hahaha. but was scammed with muddy legs and foot.
yesh. my new shoes were covered in mud. and my shirt BROWNED==
my two entire leg has mud stuck there. eww:x
and when it's dried. your leg would look like ur skin is gonna peel off.
brrr. imagine tht. lols.
but i guess overall. training was fun bah? cuz it's running(: wheee.
washed our shoes and legs.
veh veh shuang. cuz the water was uber cold. haha.

and then slacking in canteen. we chao pro de loh. slacked for 1hour there. haha(:
and yeah. coach said tht nationals coming. mid-april.
and he said tht regardless of who's running for the sch or who's not.
we are all part of the team and were involved in the process.
we help each other improve and no matter who gets into the team.
we were all part of making it right. yepp:DD

an oh. saw many 2E people(: wheee. miss you guys. wahaha.
saw yili, simin, joyce, suaku.
erm. is tht counted as a lot?
oh well. tht's my definition. so yeah:D
crappings in canteen again. haha.
with the various aroma of food coming from the buffet for scs? later.
zzz. my mouth watering le lah. hmph.

took bus with juniors. i was the only sec 2 thereT_T
hahaha. wanxin, sharon, lydia, changming, steph and yuning.
whee. we rock. LOLS.
and chang forgot to take her shoebag in the canteen.
so we went bac with her agn. ahahah. fun==
and 97 was filled with crossers in the end(: haha.

and homework are stupid:/ dun even know why we hav to do them.
i am stuck at my sci review. rahh.
it's gonna be chionging from now on.
3 more days to sch reopening. siann.
and i am still left with sci review, cid report, home e critique.
RAWRR. and when school starts.
it's gonna be NATIONALS season. sorta looking forward to it.
cuz we can stand and fight as a TEAM again(:
and then MORE bondings. yeah. for the ANTI-SOCIAL me. ROFL.
*jumps around crazily* :DD

jiayous to vball coming zonals!
and of course. rvtt's nationals:D
c div continue to rock on. whee!
& i realised wheeing is veh veh contagious.
so dun try to *whee* anyhow. haha. whee. oops:x

you are all i need to last me through.
with you here. i will have the faith to carry on and give my best.
hope tht we can maintain like this(:
and i dun know what will happen to me if u were to disappear one day.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

BRRRRR. i am freezing cold:x
the stupid rain still refuses to give up.
oh well. at least i can sleep longer with it:DD

training today was HORRIBLE. ahahah.
no lah. quite fun. but boring at the same time. LOLS.
what am i talking==
coach told us a new style of "playing" tt.
as in for fun and not for competitions and all.

hahaha. and as usual. i was getting uber high and siao. ROFLMAO.
and it can actually be very fun in trainings loh(:
i kept on whacking enqi's and jasmine's butt. LOL.

hehe. and stella's "irritated" with my chang jiao.
hahaha. uber funny can.
after that played singles with huiyu and susanne.
they keep bugging me. rahhh.

and there was supposed to be bonding aft training.
yeah. and guess what.
alot of people last minute back out loh:/
so in the end.
me, jasmine, wangrui and chinhong went commonwealth long john first.
and we queued for like 1/2 an hour?!
and the food wasnt even ready. blehh.
then later more guys came. dexter, raimie, tzechong and chongtat.

haha. being the only two girls there. no choice.
sat with chinhong and wangrui.
lalala. and i realised.
eating with guys can be a very tedious thing==
we used the fork and knife to cut the fish.
while wangrui just used the fork and take up the whole fish and eat.
apparently. he doesnt know how to use a knife as well. XD
and then it was crappings with chinhong err. emoing there AGAIN.
rawrr. i want to kill him liao.

haha. sat there until 2 liddat. and we combined all our leftovers tgt.
and it turned out disgusting. LOL.
then went home and started on homework.
wow. i am guai de loh:DD

cross training tmr in the morning. there goes my sleep:x
argh. but i missed running(:
it's like my shadow. oh boy.
4 days without seeing my shadow. tht's weird. ROFL!
and running heals everything. all my worries. so yeah.
haha. and i miss 2Eternity:/
and take note. i meant missing the class people.
not school time or lessons. wahaha.
love you guys(:
and no more emo post i hope.

p.s. people are really weird these days.
slacker's emoing like dunno what.
and suaku's veh veh excited bout her birthday== haha. kidding:D

能够认识你，是我我这一辈子的荣幸.
you don't even know how very special you are(:



----tags replies(:
irene: hahaha. yayay(: lalala. okok. i will send de lah:DD

chinhong: YESH SHE IS. u can bet so==

wanxin:D: hahaha. really?! omg. then i am gonna kill her. for impersonating me. wahaha. no lah. kidding kidding. dun tell her hor. later she come kill me:x

YUNYI:D: you chimpanzee! ahahah. miss you(: tcares alrights! jiayous for TRACK:DD

`JIAAYUU: hahaha. suaku! u super HIGH leh! crazy blur suaku. lalala. i know lah. 9 more days from today. start counting down man. and i make sure by the very last day. you will go crazy:D haha. i know i look funnaye:x so dont laugh. LOL!

YiLi: ahahah. a banglah telling a chinese not to be racist?! wow. tht's very uncommon(: hahaha. no lah. kidding:D

Kheehui,: KIWI(: wahaha. ziHIGH rocks. RAWRRRRR. lalala. yepyep! you jiayous too kae! loves!

joyce: BOO BACK YOU AR! hahaha. ya luhh. siannn. it's packed with trngs:/

chinhong: hahaha.u slacker! at least u went today. if nt i would kill you.

jasmineeeee:D: haha. of course lah! tht makes my blog colorful what. ROFLMAO. lalala.
yepp! cdiv girls jiayou(:

chinhong: haiyo. dun emo liao. it's not over yet. the situation can still be saved. CHEER UP:D

Steph: oh you pig! ahahah. thank god you forgot about it. if not i will kill you at the next training:DD

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

ROFLMAO. i hate the rain. yesh.
i declare that upon being DRENCHED today==
even though i say that raining rocks.
it only rock when you are sleeping.
it stones when you go out. RAHH.

had training today in the afternoon. rawrrr.
and it was freaking raining can:/
it wasnt raining when i was at home.
the moment i step out of my house, it started POURING.
LOL. the weather's playing with me. blehhh.

met jiawei at commonwealth bustop. ROFL.
she practically jumped at me from behind==
and i jumped as well.
haha. and then went to school tgt.
reached there veh early lohh. but irene they all there alrdy.

and training today was abnormal.
cuz halfway thru.
i dun feel like playing anymore.
like you suddenly lost interest in the game.
not only me can== alot of people oso. siannn.
haha. canteen wasnt open. and we were starving?
zzz. then stella took out her biscuits! LOL.
roflmao. and everyone went to snatch. hahaha.

and then played dunno how many rematch singles with huiyu&suzanne.
LOL. and the last match we had.
the uber funny doubles with me&suzanne against huiyu&enqi.
ROFLMAO. hahaha.
and i think we were like the loudest people in there:/ ooops.
cuz screaming here and there. hehe.

crapped around after that. took bus with suzanne!
apparently. laoda and enting pangsehed==
and it was raining somemore?!
like wth. rain so long for what. freezing on 166 can.
RAHHHH. went je to buy presents and cards and stuffs.
lol. march alot people birthday lehh.
and i officially declare myself broke:x
1 card already $7. it's like so ex.
LOL. buden it's cute lah.
and it's tough buying presents for people i realise. haha.

reached home already 6plus liao.
siann. and oh. we got our fixtures:DD
first national match against GAN ENG SENG on MONDAY!
can you believe it-.-
immediately from our hols. it's matches liao.
rahhh. but sitll. PWNAGE OF LESSONS ROCK(:
ahahah. i bet you guys agree with me ehh?

LOLS. training in the morning tmr:x
argh. i hope it doesnt rain in the morning.
or else i sure pon training one.
cuz the rain is so nice to sleep! rawrrrr.
and then maybe cdiv bonding aft tht? lunch at queensway(:

alrights. have a great day people:D
and oso march hols lah.
while mine erm. *stares at whole pile of homework and rolls eyes*
haha. is ruined! lol.
i have only 2/10 hw done?! zomg. i need to chiong.
not sleeping tonight:x

and oh. cross did well today for the race.
4th in overall for team. yay!
even though i didnt run due to trngs. and steph had to take my place:x
paiseh and sorraye.

you may not seem to know.
but still. i wont give up.
even if it means losing the most impt belief i have in life.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Monday, March 10, 2008

RVTT:DDD
Presenting to you~ ROMEO&JULIET. haha.

Jasmine&mUA. haha. the retarded pair==

I seriously dunno why i did that== LAODA!!

Photos on NETBALL DAY(: haha.

PAUL&ME(:

WHEEE. we look retarded. haha:D

KKBIRD&MUA(: lalala. i am looking at the cam sideways ehh?

IT'S R&J again! LOLOL(:

HAHAHA. paul looks lke shes constipating(x

hahaha. okay. i need to go liao.
i want to watch LEAP YEARS! anyone wanna go out?
lalala. & i am retarded tyvm.
which means no more EMO post for the time being.
hallelujah(:
thank you daddy god!
for being there for me.
for giving me strength.
& one can do all things through christ who strengthens me:DD

and i will miss you.
but the pain is lesser now.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

okay. i know i am really lag.
but realised tht i missed out many people's birthdays wishes. as in on my blog. LOL.
hahaha. but impt things first.
HAPPY SWEET THIRTEEN YUNYI:DD
hahaha. you are finally thirteen le wor(:
oh. tht means we are of the same age loh. hmph.
haha. one year older.
be an even better chairman and better junior kaes. haha.
what am i crapping here. hehe.
anws. have a great day sweet!

okok. so i shall start with birthdays postings from today onwards.
wahaha. so those people with birthdays from today.
shall the honour of me posting for them! HAHAHA.

just came back from GM.
lol. veh veh sian lehhh.
and i just realised. tht GRACE's laughter is super contagious.
cuz during discussions.
when she laugh. dunno why it's super hilarious.
okay. it's like auntie laughing==
then is like no matter how serious you are with ur stuffs.
you hear her laugh.
you will burst into laughter urself.
tht's how serious it is. OMGG.

hehh. and i broke my record man.
continuous postings for FOUR days straight! wahaha.
thank me people(:

anw. flipped through sec 1s photos and stuffs just now.
photos with 1E and all.
and i realised just how much we changed.
not by just one person.
but together as one class. one family.
it's just tht the spirit remains in us.
but it isn't shown tht obviously this year.

seniors say tht year 1 is the slackest year.
the only year whereby the foundation of friendship can be developed.
i laughed at tht time.
but now. i pondered and i believed.
it just shows the change in me. in us. in all of us.
and the fact tht we aint like last year.
ever so rash. ever so playful.

it just means tht the fun is gone as well.
now. everything tht's done has gone thru many thinking and calculations.
people change over time.
either distant or closer.
and it actually hurts. more than anyone can imagine.
and i sometimes. i wonder why i am actually doing all this.
when i know the me 1 year ago.
would never ever do all tht.

it just brings out the change in me.
for it worse or better i know not.
but somethings will never ever change.
like how i believe it's friends tht make this world round.
and the fact tht love is present.
tht makes who i am today.

dunno what's with those thoughts these days.
really driving me crazy liao.
alright. shall stay sane for the sake of completing my hw==
cheers people(:
i WILL return to my true self someday soon.
and no more emo stuffs. i hope.

andandand. WANG ZI'S is cute&shuai! rawrrrr.

and all the more i am missing you.
everything tht i do. it brings me back to you.
everywhere tht i go. it's just thoughts of you.
and even though it's just a short period.
i am sure it's you.
cuz your smile brightens my day.
and your presence gives me strength.

Friday, March 7, 2008

it was MAJOR school ponnage today:D
only had home econs in the morning and aft tht.
was off to toa payoh sports hall to watch netball match.
LOL. it rocks. i mean the ponning of sch(:
Home econs was about some pie thingy. whtever.
was late for it anyway.

had the prize presentation and blah during assembly.
and as usual. they tripped over my name==
hahaha. shud know what i mean luhh.
then had phototakings.
then super funny. cuz mrs yeow didnt know how to zoom in using the cam.
so she was like taking uber many shots of us before she could get it right.
haha. CUTE(:

realised i have fallen in love with rubriks.
LOL. i think i got the spelling correctly luhh.
haha. cuz all along the way to toa payoh was just plainly turning tht stupid 9 by 9 cube==
then camwhored thruout:D
shall post the pictures next post.
which will be SOON i hope. LOLS
RV lost to nanhua. 18-21 i think.
but still seriously think we have put up a good fight. yepp!

went back to school and reached at 1.30 plus.
veh veh early loh. so changed, eat and crapped.
my bat was snatched by yili and kh luhh. the duo==
hahaha. training was fun today! wheee.
for no particular reason luhh. maybe cuz it's the last day of sch. hohoho.
and then 2 rounds of pt. followed by crappings with some juniors and laoda they all.
well. it's claimed tht it is called BONDING.
when i am so ANTI-SOCIAL. wahaha. kidding:D

march hols wont be like a holiday to me:/
i rather die. homework. trainings. projects. shoppings.
LOL. guess i am looking forward to trainings. but hw-.- no way.
and nationals shud be coming its way soon liao.
jean told me bout the groupings.
anglican high, gan eng seng and one other sch.
must win two to continue on. RAWRRR.
jiayous people(: TEAM<3

It's weird how people view life.
when they know tht they have only got ONE chance to live and fulfil what they wanna do.
they only know how to treasure it at the ending of it.
and tht's why it's a pity.
when lives are merely just sacrificed for nothing.
it aint worth it.
and when it's too late. they only have themselves to be blamed.

love is just the exact opposite.
people often held on too tight.
and only saw what's in front of them, what matters to them right now.
others are neglected and only when they came to realise tht the most impt people are not in front of them, but beside them all along.
yepp. it's just how people view this.
and sometimes. things like love. it's unpredictable:/

LOL. i am crapping again.
got psl agm tmr:/ for tht whtever cheering compt coming up. siannn.

by the way you are treating me.
it's driving me crazy.
and i know you knew.
so stop trying to hide tht grin.

Thursday, March 6, 2008

wow. i am finally home this early.
once in a lifetime man==
and because of the LACK of homework for today and the laziness.
i shall slack and post.
and i know it's abit surprising. cuz i am not those slackers type.
tht's what most people say luhh.
and it's even more surprising when i made the decision.
to pon carrots to go eat with kc they all.
rahh. and i must admit tht i felt guilty:/

got back our R&J marks today.
totally suck bigtime.
only four people pass. and mrs ling was like commenting tht we did real badly.
got even depressed when i realised i only need 1 more to pass==
realised smth veh funny.
those subjects tht i did real good in year 1 i didnt score tht well this year.
subjects like hcl surprisingly i was able to get an A1 when it was Bs last year.
tht's what life is. it's playing with us.
just hope it wont mess up my life.

currently. results were okay.
even though it was disappointing at most times.
but i was expecting it.
not when there was orientation at the start of the year and then zonals with so little time to study.
guess i can only pray that i will get the g.p.a i want this year.
and then get into the module i want luhh.

swimming lesson was canceled today.
zzz. and thus it's bringing swimming stuffs but ended up scammed for three sec 2 classes==
LOL. had a swimming safety talk instead.
was quite okay.
except for the cold luhh.
practically freezing inside:/
tmr's netball day for natballers. and cheering day for us. scs and psls have to suffer most. argh.
but there's training after tht. yay(:

life's an irony.
what you want may not what you get in the end.
tht's a lesson learnt and gained frm the past experience.
and yet. what you have never noticed before.
something that you have neglected for a period of time.
they suddenly appear in front of you.
or rather. you woke up and only realised they were there.
right in front of you.
and u know. tht they are the ones tht shud really deserve your love.
for you to treasure them.

tht they are the true group of people for you to hold on to.
after so many obstacles.
you could finally see them for the first time.
and realised the sudden beauty and how they seem to shine.
as if telling you to grasp on to them while the clock's still ticking.
it's the truth.
it's what i am trying to do.
they say tht it's life.
then all the more i wanna treasure those tht were there.

they are like sand in a palm.
slowing seeping through those gaps.
unless we pour them into a bowl.
one can never be satisfied.
and tht's life. tht's reality and somehow or somewhat.
we have got to accept it.
and it's why i am treasuring all i shud have now.
and to all out there. it's the same lesson too.
tht when all seem bleak and dark.
dun forget to look around.
for you would be surprised to see how many people still stood by you.
helping you through your days.

alrighty. stop all those stuffs. driving me crazy.
gonna stop here(:
have a great day people!

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

wahaha. life sucks now:/ blehh.
but still. i shall update yeah:D

Monday:
came to school with my hair cut of course== i know it's veh funny.
then people started screaming.
LOL. they say i look like auntie lehh. hahaha.
tht's good. i look more mature. haha. kidding.

match against nanyang! is like FINALS?!
omggg. then was like chao nervous for the whole day.
went down chapel to train at 12plus. had a new chem teacher. temporary lah.
mr lee! haha. he's uber tall can.
and then he's real good in explaining stuffs yeah(:

anws. left school at 2pm. ms ek sent us off. wow!
coach pangsehed== he went out with stella they all to eat lunch.
LOL. match at bukit view sec.
hahaha. and then mr chua came. and all the pe teachers.
nanyang WAS and IS scary.
i mean the way they play luhh.
we totally stood no chance.
lost 4-0 liao. then only last single jingjing won.
cuz the nanyang coach sent out a reserve to play. zzz.
he thinks we easy to win issit.

after our match. went to watch cboys match. against HWACHONG.
yeahh. and they are real good.
they like own liao lah. in the end. guys lost too:/
and then it was b'girls match against nanyang.
veh veh exciting can.
so all rvtt people just stood around them and cheered. yeah.
since it was the last match of the day.
other schools came and watch as well.
LOL. game score was 2-2.
then last doubles match. sherry and zhijun. VERY VERY close can.
at tht time really thought we got a chance to win.

but then i guess nervous bah. then lost.
cried and cried. bittersweet moment i guess.
but it was a really good match le(:
even though we didnt win. but it was good enough.
after tht. got our medals and everything. and tht's the end of zonals.
lol. mr tan took back the medals.
say what during assembly then announce the result and give out==
preparing for NATIONALS! rooooar. rvtt shall own!
rvtt jiayou(:
c'div jiayou!
TT for life:D

Tuesday:
Lessons were a total bore.
school life now is like a living hell:/
suffering from lack of sleep and then tests and everything in this world i shud care about.
rahhh. i need some REST.

had carrot training after school(:
it was a great weather. windy and UN-SUNNY. haha.
today was quite okay.
realised i improved quite alot.
my legs dun ache tht much and i can feel my stamina gaining.
yepp(: from all the trainings and all. getting the hang of it.
and then i got sunburnt luhh.
is like no sun== but i got burnt as well. siann. hahaha.

went home with steph(:
and is crappings all the way. hahaha.
then she keep suaning me luhh. say me short==
like have you ever see a junior bully a senior?!
oh well. i shall be forgiving.
lalala. reached home 7plus.
chionged chao xie halfway jiu fell asleep liao.
hahaha. veh tired luhh.

Wednesday(today) :
watched R&J later parts. lol.
almost fell asleep. modern version one nicer.
leonardo veh shuai in there:DD

lessons were okay luhh. short short ones also.
assembly was about year 3 combinations!
wahaha. and i am so gonna take up triple science(:
sounds funn.

had training after school. it was RAINING.
rahh. and somemore today's training in chapel.
so everyone RAN there and got drenched.
hahaha. super funny can.
normal training stuffs. with huiyu and then after tht with stella.
LOL. she veh funny can. was practically teasing her throughout. XD

had matches! and it was noisy. cuz we were shouting and all. hahaha:D
then coach came and started shhh-ing. haha.
very fun sehh. and after tht talk from mr tan about the comp stuffs.
suan-ed by stella== say what i nid grow taller and she will treat me to milk. hmph.
went home with laoda, enting and tarzan! lol.
and i am chionging homework liao:/

swimming tmr. but dun feel like going lehh.
dunno what's wrong with me. rawrrrrr.

why did i realised it only now?
tht you were right in front of me all the time.
and yet i did not cherish you.
tht little time we have left. i shall treasure it.
for you were there with me.
for all tht you did.
it gave me the courage to move on.
seeing you just cheered me up.
you are great. seriously.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

haii:/ i veh tired now. dun feel like typing and all.
shall post random pictures(:
and let them do the talking bah. LOL
jean,romeo,taylin and me<3!> i dunno why i took this photo with laoda-.- hahaha.

RAWRR~ the BELOVED CLIQUE(:

Saturday, March 1, 2008

WHEEEEE. i am updating people.
hahaha. be grateful for tht.
those STUPID IRRITATING TESTS are finally over(:
i can finally blog more often liao. LOL.

anws. last week was a week of torture man.
yepp. ask around. and you would know.
one test after another. it totally sucks okay:/
and i had to sleep at round midnight finishing all those revisions. zzz.
real glad it was over man.
or else i guess i would have died. hahah(:

update on zonals: all divisions proceeded on to semi-finals!
whee. hahaha. c girls last match on monday!
against NANYANG! rawrr.
and i must admit. i am scared luhh.
cuz it's the crucial moment. the crucial game.
if we win. tht is IF. cuz it will be a miracle if we do.
but coach say this year nygh quite weak.
so i believe we CAN do it(: and claim the champion. JYJY!

had training today:D
came extra early and it was raining luhh.
realised tht i really treasure those moments whereby the whole team trains tgt.
yepp(: coach asked us to play doubles.
need to rearrange the ppl for nanyang's match.

went to kc's house for music project after tht.
LOL. me and irene took 51 luhh.
thinking tht it would go to commonwealth mrt.
then realised tht it overshot. like what the.
walked 10plus mins back to the station==
met joyce at cck mrt. paiseh!
we were late by 45 mins?! really sorry lah:/
ate at my mac then went "pick up" pauline.
cuz she dunno how to go ma.

LOL. suan me say i veh short. hmph.
and then it was slacking at kc's house.
doing on gatsby products. wahaha.
ran on the treadmill thingy. 2.5km in 7mins?!
tht's like incredibly fast. but sadly. not accurate either.
or i will pass my 2.4 with FLYING COLOURS.
and and and F.I.R's coming to chc tmr?!
tht's like super uber cool can! wahaha.
can bet svc tmr will be chao great de:DD

haii:/ been emoing bout alot of stuffs lately.
trainings.competitions.homework.tests.friends.team and blah.
yeah. it's real tiring okay.
sometimes. it just makes me wonder why i have to take this path.
tht i have to live such a difficult life.
tht everytime i can feel tht heavy burden there.
tht it's those indecisiveness.
i wish i can give up everything and be ever so carefree.

i dun want this kinda life.
i wanna be who i am. really.
but why is it tht i always have to fake a smile.
to cover up the hurt in me. the worries i have.
it is even worse than saying "oh. i hate life"
i am lost in this world of darkness.
i need a light to find my way back.

since the start of this year. i havent experience the real meaning of happiness.
cuz life has been real DULL for me.
missing year 1's life.
but i know. we will nvr be able to go bac to those days:/
maybe fate has it tht i have to suffer.
but i still wanna thank the lord(:
for being there and giving me the strength to continue on.

it's love. but why?
why must it be you?
when i know i cant:/
the fact tht you are present today.
it gives me the strength to give my best.
and looking to just receive a smile.