rahh. starting of SCHOOL SEASON again:x
and today's the first day. rofl.
felt like as though it's my very first day stepping into RV. haha.
and timetable's changed. pe was first lesson.
but scammed us into bringing our pe shirts==
and then match against gan eng seng today:D
pwnage of lessons! yay. couldnt be happier.
well. until the later part. which i shant elaborate.
trained in the hall until 1. then left for PAYAR LEBAR.
veh veh veh far. i mean cause it's in the east what.
yeah. and we won:DD
3-2 the scores were veh close loh.
aft tht watched b girls match against dunman high.
even tho we lost. but it was a close fight yeah! dont lose the faith(:
went downstairs to eat. rofl.
and their canteen got so many snacks?! when rv doesnt even have anyT_T
learnt alot of lessons from today. i mean overall.
lesson 1: don't pin ur hopes too high.
and dont let ur expectation go way high up for tht someone.
cuz you will fall deeper and heavier.
tht's what happened to me.
i was anticipating and longing the whole day just for tht time.
but your absence only left me an empty heart.
and it was more than disappointment. way more than tht.
it's tht "i am hoping you would be there"
and "oh, you werent able to be there" part.
and yeah. disappointment sucks BIG TIME.
lesson 2:
don't judge someone by the cover or the appearance in this case.
someone out there might try to harm you.
or they may be helping you in the dark.
but you wont know.
and normally. you would blindly judge whether tht person is good-looking anot.
and then make the decision. and tht's wrong.
dont fall into the same mistakes i did.
lesson 3:
dont love blindly. dont let ur heart make all the decision.
for you would realise tht you had love someone u shouldn't love.
yeah. guess tht's all. wow.
when did i start talking liddat. i am stunned==
went home aft match. was forced to take bus back to sch and back home agn. lke wth! zzz.
i am pissed. disappointed. depressed. haii.
what's happening to me:x
rahh. must try to stay cheerful. rofl. -tries to jump around-
took pictures with laoda(: shall post them soon. lols.
i am trying to be ANTI-EMO:X
c boys jiayous for tmr's match!
and oh. hAPPY BIRTHDAY CHINHONG SLACKER:D
rofl. 14 le wor boy. eeyer. older than me.
but u act even more childish than me loh.
and i counselled you thruout those days. wahaha. thank me kae.
lalala. and jiayous for tmr's match! for her! heheh.
grab tht pendant close to you when u play wor!
believe you can win de. jiayous! rawr. and no more emoing uhh:D
your absence totally drove me crazy.
when i waited like a fool for you to appear.
only to realise that you aint coming.
and i lost all faith and confidence.
just like a boat lost in the sea. without the light from the lighthouse.
there's no point in advancing further.
♥
8:20 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008