rawrs. updating is sian nowadays.
i got TRUCKLOADS of homework and more than truckloads of stuff i dont understand:x
like MATHS-.- i really chao pekcek liao lah.
and memorising chem formulas and blah.
i will go crazaye one day. aye.
nowadays is either. trainings. homework. lessons. teachers. friends.
eeee. make me so damn dull man.
wakaka. had swimming on thursday.
didnt go cuz leg wasnt tht well.
and btw. home econs was spaghettti. it's nice at first.
but it sucks kept for 1hour. gee.
i dumped the whole thing in the bin. ROFL.
went back for carrots training. and it was threatening to rain loh.
but it didnt. aww sad. if not it would be fun getting muddy again.
whee. have to really push my limits nowadays. or i will never improve.
despite everytime i really feel like giving up. tired. pain. aches.
but i know i must never stop. yeah.
and teachers are giving homework like giving out money these days.
every subject. confirm have at least one homework or essay.
some have two and some. FOUR?!
rahh. really need to DE-STRESS. xD
had high tea today at chapel for rvtt:DD
apparently. it was because of the matchs we did really well. lols.
pizzas and chickens! ROFL. mr tan bought like dunno how many boxes.
and i was like a hungry wolf there==
then somemore inside was damn hot and stuffy today.
dont know why. eee.
imagine a room with over 30-40 people inside.
standing and eating and all. wakaka.
but it was really fun. can BOND also. xD
like some high class buffet liddat.
except it's pizzas and not abalones.
hot and stuffy room instead of air-con room.
Then had meeting. and our trainings are totally changed.
like i said. joining bgirls for training now(:
but there's just something that's keeping me back. gahh.
went to hall and played random matchs:D
last time we would be training with the sec1s and guys le. awww.
must treasure the time.
played until near 5. bused from school with suzanne.
haha. then went to buy my sis's present. her bdae today. xD
happy birthday wheee!
alright. i may not like the way things are now.
but i am just gonna accept it.
if fate and time permits it. then nothing will stand in the way.
so i shall continue on uhh.
and hope everything comes out the way i want it.
i wanna be in control of MY LIFE. and not the other way round.
Even though i missed badly. but not all is lost yet.
i believed on my instinct of you.
sometimes the thing that i give out most.
is the thing that i really need.
and tht's love.
♥
11:25 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008