WHEEEEE. i am updating people.
hahaha. be grateful for tht.
those STUPID IRRITATING TESTS are finally over(:
i can finally blog more often liao. LOL.
anws. last week was a week of torture man.
yepp. ask around. and you would know.
one test after another. it totally sucks okay:/
and i had to sleep at round midnight finishing all those revisions. zzz.
real glad it was over man.
or else i guess i would have died. hahah(:
update on zonals: all divisions proceeded on to semi-finals!
whee. hahaha. c girls last match on monday!
against NANYANG! rawrr.
and i must admit. i am scared luhh.
cuz it's the crucial moment. the crucial game.
if we win. tht is IF. cuz it will be a miracle if we do.
but coach say this year nygh quite weak.
so i believe we CAN do it(: and claim the champion. JYJY!
had training today:D
came extra early and it was raining luhh.
realised tht i really treasure those moments whereby the whole team trains tgt.
yepp(: coach asked us to play doubles.
need to rearrange the ppl for nanyang's match.
went to kc's house for music project after tht.
LOL. me and irene took 51 luhh.
thinking tht it would go to commonwealth mrt.
then realised tht it overshot. like what the.
walked 10plus mins back to the station==
met joyce at cck mrt. paiseh!
we were late by 45 mins?! really sorry lah:/
ate at my mac then went "pick up" pauline.
cuz she dunno how to go ma.
LOL. suan me say i veh short. hmph.
and then it was slacking at kc's house.
doing on gatsby products. wahaha.
ran on the treadmill thingy. 2.5km in 7mins?!
tht's like incredibly fast. but sadly. not accurate either.
or i will pass my 2.4 with FLYING COLOURS.
and and and F.I.R's coming to chc tmr?!
tht's like super uber cool can! wahaha.
can bet svc tmr will be chao great de:DD
haii:/ been emoing bout alot of stuffs lately.
trainings.competitions.homework.tests.friends.team and blah.
yeah. it's real tiring okay.
sometimes. it just makes me wonder why i have to take this path.
tht i have to live such a difficult life.
tht everytime i can feel tht heavy burden there.
tht it's those indecisiveness.
i wish i can give up everything and be ever so carefree.
i dun want this kinda life.
i wanna be who i am. really.
but why is it tht i always have to fake a smile.
to cover up the hurt in me. the worries i have.
it is even worse than saying "oh. i hate life"
i am lost in this world of darkness.
i need a light to find my way back.
since the start of this year. i havent experience the real meaning of happiness.
cuz life has been real DULL for me.
missing year 1's life.
but i know. we will nvr be able to go bac to those days:/
maybe fate has it tht i have to suffer.
but i still wanna thank the lord(:
for being there and giving me the strength to continue on.
it's love. but why?why must it be you?when i know i cant:/the fact tht you are present today.it gives me the strength to give my best.and looking to just receive a smile.
♥
9:53 PM
Saturday, March 1, 2008