oh helloD; okay. look at that sad smiley there.
yeah. tht's how i am feeling now.
because of _______
alright. firstly. went for psl stuff today. needa rehearse for kindness cheer competition this sat.
and then 3.30pm still got GM (general meeting) cuz ms mah leaving! D:
and then we were rehearsing halfway.
me and irene kena pulled back for TT trng.
i wasnt intending to go so i didnt bring my bat.
buden yeah. got lectured.
shant elaborate. cuz it will affect my mood.
as long as i know the content.
and it turned me upside down man.
serious. i totally no mood for anything liao lahT_T
i was practically STONING or EMOING or whtever you call that.
oh great. so ____ can actually make me into this state.
okayy fine. i am not someone to keep a grudge.
but i do have limits.
and today. i am very very unhappyDD: and pissed.
argh. -starts banging head against wall-
GM today was mainly cuz ms mah leaving yeah.
watch the video prepared by snrs.
yeah. THANK YOU MS MAH FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR US:D
all the advise you have given to us when we almost gave up(:
heheh. all of the PSLS will miss you!
we promise to continue giving our best to the board(:
btw. if u dunno who ms mah is, she's the school counselor and in charge of PSB.
heehaw. there was cake and present for her as well. :D
yeah. so all in all. today was sorta ruined for me.
it was plain saddeningD;
i thought i would nvr encounter such a day in my life. oh boy.
but there's trng tmr(:
so finally smth i can look forward to. heh. carrots<3
and we must get the carrots design done by tmr:D
so that we can wear it for our sentosa outing!
oh yeah. i would be like uber busy this week.__.
Monday: PSL agm
Tuesday: training
Wednesday: rehearsal for kindness cheer compt
Thursday: Swimming
Friday: training at mac
Saturday: semi finals for kindness cheer
Sunday to wednesday: leaving for malaysia:D (dont miss me) xD
heheh. so this week will be busy. and i will be missing a tues trng in sch.
aww sad. xD
yeah. going off now(:
i am tired. nidda sort out my thinking.
aft the lecture i got just now.
like what ms mah said. i nidda find my first priority.
and be responsible for the decision i make.
bye people.
oh yeah. thanks chang tudi:D
i was stunned when i realised that my heart was no longer there.i felt so awkward.just maybe. i found a new habit.a new place to belong.the decision is clear.i am sorry.
♥
6:57 PM
Monday, May 26, 2008