i have never liked changes, even though change is th only constant.
i hate partings and goodbyes too.
but to this stage it's inevitable, all good things always come to an end :(
i thought that there would still be time aft nats, maybe just a few weeks or a few months and that would be enough.
but th prospect of zero just kinda threw me off i guess.
first it was shock, then th sad reality hits and now it's time to let go.
i still remember th first day i came in i dint even know anyone or anyth.
i just knew i had to run.
but slowly i learned, it's not only about running.
it's about almost everyth you can think of:
teamwork, discipline, hardwork, th pain and joy you go through tgt with ur teammates.
it was definitely tough, at times i really wanted to give up.
but when i look around at th ppl around me,
i found myself having th strength to push on.
guess thats why it's called a team :)
i will never forget how we endured th heat and th sun during trngs.
i will never forget how we cheered and encouraged for each other when it got tough.
i will never forget how we raced tgt as a team.
i will never forget how we always go eat tgt aft trng and th crap we would talk about.
i will never forget how th jnrs always seem to be th one bullying th snrs th most and how we really dint mind anw :) -really HAHA-
and of cuz, i will never forget each and every carrot and how close we were (L)
i guess i knew all along that this day would come,
just that i have never dared to think about it.
it's sad but i am real glad to say
that carrots has been an important part of my life and will always be :)
i know this is a veh long post,
but i felt it's necessary to end this chapter of my life right by typing out my feelings.
yes i will miss you guys ALOT,
i will miss training tgt with th team,
i will miss th fun times and maybe even th tough times.
i told myself not to be sad when i see you guys train aft sch next time,
or when i wake up on a saturday and realise i hav no trng anymre /:
but yeah, life has to go on.
i must say i am real proud of what we hav achieved in 2010 nationals,
and i know you guys will continue doing ur best for th next few years :)
meanwhile, i will continue giving my moral support, jiayou!
love carrots forever <3 :D
i will miss all of you badly :(
stay strong
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4:59 PM
yay good run carrots! nats is over!
congrats on c girls for champion and b girls for second :D
seould garden aft tht was fun heh.
anw, today wasn't a good day.
why cant ytd last longer ..
my head hurts grr :(
actually i got alot to blog about, but now, forget it sigh /:
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9:48 PM
ahhhh today is sunday!
which means no more hols roar ~
why does it feel like hols only started ytd -_-
but good thing i alr finished all my hw so i can slack muahaha.
and it has been raining for th past few days, cooling!
but i hope it wont rain like that during nats,
too cold to run and also slippery path /:
but i dont want it to be too hot either HAHA.
counting down last 3 days!
i am scared yes :(
i keep thinking of th worst even though i know i shud have faith in myself and th team.
it's just scary how freaking close 24.03 is,
and how my nervous system is gna breakdown soon :X
vulnerable.
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6:05 PM
today is th official start of holidays!
but it also mean that it's gna end soon omg no :(
went for exco interview today, almost died inside omg.
damn relieved after i left th room siah (!)
okay i dont feel like blogging nowadays cuz i am busy watching reality shows w SHINee in it HAHA.
so maybe will just have an update once in a while lah for now.
until i have find back my motivation to blog heh.
9 days! single digit alr omg!
jiayou carrots! <3
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2:29 PM
march hols are coming!!!! whoo :D
finally dont need wake up so early for school yay.
hav to mug my head off for maths th whole week.
and also train like mad.
14 more days omg so scary :(
i dont want it to come cuz aft that i will miss those people alot alot sigh :(
so. i will treasure th remaining days with those awesome ppl for now.
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8:21 PM
20 days (!)
after waiting 52 weeks it's down to th remaining 20 days.
cant blame me if i am getting nervous alr :(
i want it to quickly be over and yet i dont want it to come roar.
nvm just jiayou love you guys (:
sian i am gna emo on saturday alr cant see ___ :(
♥
8:58 PM
Sunday, March 28, 2010