i have never liked changes, even though change is th only constant.
i hate partings and goodbyes too.
but to this stage it's inevitable, all good things always come to an end :(
i thought that there would still be time aft nats, maybe just a few weeks or a few months and that would be enough.
but th prospect of zero just kinda threw me off i guess.
first it was shock, then th sad reality hits and now it's time to let go.
i still remember th first day i came in i dint even know anyone or anyth.
i just knew i had to run.
but slowly i learned, it's not only about running.
it's about almost everyth you can think of:
teamwork, discipline, hardwork, th pain and joy you go through tgt with ur teammates.
it was definitely tough, at times i really wanted to give up.
but when i look around at th ppl around me,
i found myself having th strength to push on.
guess thats why it's called a team :)
i will never forget how we endured th heat and th sun during trngs.
i will never forget how we cheered and encouraged for each other when it got tough.
i will never forget how we raced tgt as a team.
i will never forget how we always go eat tgt aft trng and th crap we would talk about.
i will never forget how th jnrs always seem to be th one bullying th snrs th most and how we really dint mind anw :) -really HAHA-
and of cuz, i will never forget each and every carrot and how close we were (L)
i guess i knew all along that this day would come,
just that i have never dared to think about it.
it's sad but i am real glad to say
that carrots has been an important part of my life and will always be :)
i know this is a veh long post,
but i felt it's necessary to end this chapter of my life right by typing out my feelings.
yes i will miss you guys ALOT,
i will miss training tgt with th team,
i will miss th fun times and maybe even th tough times.
i told myself not to be sad when i see you guys train aft sch next time,
or when i wake up on a saturday and realise i hav no trng anymre /:
but yeah, life has to go on.
i must say i am real proud of what we hav achieved in 2010 nationals,
and i know you guys will continue doing ur best for th next few years :)
meanwhile, i will continue giving my moral support, jiayou!
love carrots forever <3 :D
i will miss all of you badly :(
stay strong
♥
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